Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
Fiction
Had he heard right? Melitta here? In this house? Next door? How did she
get here? What did she come for? To this place, which had such mournful
associations for her? Was it an accident? Was it purpose? Could she
have come for his sake? Could she have found out the purpose of his
journey? Was she looking for him? Had she failed to receive the letter
which he wrote to her after Bruno's death, and an hour before his duel
with Felix--that letter in which he told her with unfeeling cruelty,
though he thought it heroism then, that "his heart was no longer
exclusively hers, that he did not intend to deceive her and himself,
and that he was bidding her--and perhaps life itself--an eternal
adieu?" Or had she received it, and read it with the incredulity of a
loving heart, which does not comprehend faithlessness, because it knows
itself no other love but true love? Had she come to tell him that she
had forgiven him?--that she was still his Melitta? If he were to hasten
to her and to fall at her feet, would she raise the repentant lover and
tell him that all was forgiven and forgotten?--that she had never
ceased to love him?
He listened to hear if anything was stirring in the adjoining room. He
heard nothing--nothing but the beating of his violently-agitated heart.
She was alone. She waited for his coming. Were the blissful days of
Berkow really to return once more? Was really everything to end well,
after all?
He listened. A door opened.
Probably a waiter, who has executed an order.
A deep male voice. The soft notes of a woman's voice.
The soft voice was Melitta's! But the other?
He listened. The voices rose, became more distinct.
A convulsive spasm flew across the features of the listener; a hoarse,
unpleasant laugh broke from his lips. The man who was speaking so
warmly to Melitta was Baron Oldenburg.
The sofa on which the two speakers were sitting, stood close against
the door which led from one room to the other. Oswald could not hear
everything they said, but why was that necessary? The meeting of the
two in this remote little town, which had already once before been the
scene of their stealthy rendezvous, spoke eloquently enough. He had
been right, after all! The two had after all but made a fool of him! He
had done Melitta no wrong which she had not inflicted on him also. They
were quits.
A knock at the door.
The porter came to carry the gentleman's trunk to the office.
"It is high time, sir. The postilion has blown his horn twice."
Oswald followed the man mechanically down the long passages, out of the
house, across the dark street to the coach.
A minute later and the heavy coach was rumbling over the pavement. The
postilion played a merry melody in the silent night-air, and Oswald
furnished a text to the air: to despise one's self, despise the world,
despise being despised.
CHAPTER XI.
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