Although Philip Freneau, as an elderly gentleman given to reminiscence,
used to relate that Eleanor Forman crept into his heart in his boyhood
before he became a wandering pedagogue, it was not until long after
his arrival at manhood's estate that she stormed and took the citadel.
There was another romance in his life before his Nelly. At the immature
age of sixteen he fell in love with a Jersey maiden residing near his
home, whose name is lost to posterity. She died early of consumption,
and the poet's verses at the time show his melancholy state of mind.
In "The Power of Fancy" he wrote of her:
"Fancy, stop and rove no more,
Now, tho' late returning home,
Lead me to Belinda's tomb;
Let me glide as well as you
Through the shroud and coffin, too.
And behold, a moment, there
All that once was good and fair.
Who doth here so soundly sleep?
Shall we break this prison deep?
Thunders cannot wake the maid,
Lightnings cannot pierce the shade,
And tho' wintry tempests roar,
Tempests shall disturb no more."
Another of his poems, entitled "Amanda in a Consumption," tells the
whole pitiful story of his misplaced passion. We sympathize with a
lover who was no more than a boy when we read:
"When wandering in the evening shade,
I shared her pain and calmed her grief,
A thousand tender things I said,
But all I said gave no relief:
When from her hair I dried the dew
She sighed and said--'I'm not for you.'"
There is an old saying that "love weeping burns away," and soon the
boy ceased to write lamentations over his lost Belinda. Events were
crowding thick and fast into his life at this time; years of travel and
excitement had helped him to forget her; and when he returned to "the
old house at Monmouth" on a summer day in 1780, weary of war and ill
from long incarceration in a British prison-ship, he was in a state of
mind to fall in love with the little Nelly of old Tennent days.
Like Philip Freneau, who had written from his earliest childhood,
Eleanor Forman began the indulgence of her muse in her teens. One of
her books still in existence shows her first thoughts put into verse.
"Lines to a Lady's Singing-Bird" are scribbled over a copper print of
a placid shepherdess, and words ready for rhyming embellish some of
the margins. The pompous Mrs. Forman was very proud of her daughter's
accomplishment, and it is said that, on Eleanor's composing some
tributary verses to her mother's pet gray turkey, she presented her
with a pair of paste shoe-buckles whose glitter affected the heart of
every Monmouth maid and swain.
Beside Freneau's own stream running through the valley of young
pine-trees near the Hall the romantic Eleanor loved to come to dream.
There one day she found another dreamer, and the chance meeting was the
beginning of one of the most poetic love-affairs.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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