Through the Postern Gate: A Romance in Seven DaysBarclay, Florence L. (Florence Louisa)
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Through the Postern Gate: A Romance in Seven Days
Barclay, Florence L. (Florence Louisa)
England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Love stories
"Dear," murmured the Boy, tenderly, "your little stories might possibly
have had the effect you intended--specially the place where you paused
and gazed at me as if you saw me still with sand upon my nose, and ten
pink toes like sea-shells! That was calculated to make any chap feel
youngish, and a bit shy. Wasn't it? Yes; they might have told the way
you meant, were it not for one dear sentence which overshadows all the
rest. You said just now: 'I knew my little Boy Blue had no mother. I
wanted to take him in my arms, smooth his curls, and comfort him.'
Christobel, that dear wish of yours was a gift you then gave to your
Little Boy Blue. You can't take it away now, because he has grown
bigger. He still has no mother, no sisters, no near relations in the
world. That all holds good. Can you refuse him the haven, the help,
the comfort you would have given him then, now--when at last he is old
enough to know and understand; to turn to them, in grateful worship and
wonder? Would you have me marry a girl as feather-brained, as
harum-scarum, as silly as I often am myself? You suggest Mollie; but
the Boy Blue of to-day agrees with his small wise self of twenty years
ago and says: 'Fanks, but I don't like girls!' Oh, Christobel, I want
a woman's love, a woman's arms, a woman's understanding tenderness!
You said, just now, you wished you had been my mother. Does not the
love of the sort of wife a fellow really wants, have a lot of the
mother in it too? I've been filled with such a glory, Christobel,
since you admitted what you felt for your Little Boy Blue because I
seemed to know, somehow, that having once felt it, though the feeling
may have gone to sleep, you could never put it quite away. But, if
your Little Boy Blue came back, from the other end of the world, and
wanted you----"
The Boy stopped suddenly, struck dumb by the look on the beautiful face
beneath his. He saw it pale to absolute whiteness, while the dear firm
lips faltered and trembled. He saw the startled pain leap into the
eyes. He did not understand the cause of her emotion, or know that he
had wakened in that strongly repressed nature the desperate hunger for
motherhood, possible only to woman at the finest and best.
She realized now why she had never forgotten her Little Boy Blue of the
Dovercourt sands. He, in his baby beauty and sweetness, had wakened
the embryo mother in the warm-hearted girl of sixteen. And now he had
come back, in the full strength of his young manhood, overflowing with
passionate ideality and romance, to teach the lonely woman of
thirty-six the true sweet meaning of love and of wifehood.
Her heart seemed to turn to marble and cease beating. She felt
helpless in her pain. Only the touch of her Little Boy Blue, or of
baby Boy Blues so like him, that they must have come trotting down the
sands of life straight from the heaven of his love and hers, could ever
still this ache at her bosom.
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