Through These Eyes: The courageous struggle to find meaning in a life stressed with cancerIsaacson, Lauren Ann
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Through These Eyes: The courageous struggle to find meaning in a life stressed with cancer
Isaacson, Lauren Ann
Cancer -- Patients -- Biography; Isaacson, Lauren Ann, 1961-1986
Throughout my earlier years, my main playmate was Mary, a girl who
lived several houses up the avenue. That her age bested mine by four
years did not seem to restrict our friendship in the least; I had a
habit of better enjoying the company of those older than myself,
and obviously this was no exception.
Much of our play involved the riding of our tricycles, which placed us
under the fire of the neighborhood boys, who were sporting bicycles at
considerably younger ages. We would ride our trikes despite the
ridicule, however, as they afforded a modest degree of mobility and
could also be manipulated to serve as reasonable scooters if one so
desired.
One of the boys whose tongue was particularly keen happened to acquire
a bicycle after a mere six years of life. He would fly past us,
wearing a smile of overt superiority, as we tramped our much slower
vehicles up the avenue. We bore his stately self-assurance as if it
were an inherent factor of childhood which would one day be
relinquished for a more affable character, as eventually, it was.
We looked on as he joyously raced through the neighborhood amid a cloud
of arrogance; he circled, and returned, then lifted the front wheel off
the pavement a trifle too far, causing an irreversible conjunction with
the unyielding cement. His back found the street as his bike crashed
to its side nearby. I believe the entire neighborhood must have heard
his pride dissipating into the humid summer breeze; after that
decidedly rough lesson, he no longer jeered at our mode of
transportation.
Mary and I rarely played with dolls, although we were both fortunate to
have them. Playing with dolls, for us, consisted more of dressing our
"Barbies" in their various costumes, and perhaps, dreaming that we
would one day appear as shapely and attractive as they, rather than
actually involving ourselves with dialogue.
We would often gather together an assorted array of trinkets and
gumball machine prizes for the purpose of trading those we no longer
treasured. Although I admired the appearance of certain "stars," my
devotion was more pretense than real: I could not love an individual
simply through reading a handful of trivia gathered by prying, assuming
publications. The inclusion of an idol in one's imaginings could
result in nothing short of disappointment, and is therefore a cruel
waste of time. Thankfully, I was free of any form of infatuation for
those in the midst of stardom by the time I reached junior high school.
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