Through These Eyes: The courageous struggle to find meaning in a life stressed with cancerIsaacson, Lauren Ann
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Through These Eyes: The courageous struggle to find meaning in a life stressed with cancer
Isaacson, Lauren Ann
Cancer -- Patients -- Biography; Isaacson, Lauren Ann, 1961-1986
Norm was a virtual dynamo with regard to accomplishing a task. It had
to go fast or Norm's patience would dissipate into the air. Whether it
was a chore around the house or a dose of homework, he persevered until
his work was finished and then retired to the front steps to sit.
A job's completion did not always signify a flawless result, however.
For instance, compared to Todd's smooth, taut version, Norm's bed was a
haven for lumps, with the pillow stashed hurriedly beneath the twisted
and rumpled spread. In school, Norm was a solid B student. He did not
strive for his grades because perfection, to him, held no rewards.
Norm did his work rapidly and fostered no hideous nightmares about
tests. A slightly above average mark did not obliterate his happiness.
When under the employ of a firm, Norm was trustworthy and
conscientious. Whether delivering newspapers or landscaping a yard,
he made certain that the job was done well, from his punctual arrival
through the day's end. Doing an honest day's work was less complicated
than expending energy to connive a way out of it; he knew that he
earned his pay and never had to look over his shoulder in apprehension
when the boss strode by.
Norm did not worry about being good enough. He was confident and proud
of who he was and what he wanted in life. Average grades or average
jobs did not signify average intelligence and he felt no need
to apologize for his position in terms of societal importance.
It was a refreshing outlook which suited him perfectly.
Norm was very athletic; one could tell by the way he walked. Sports
were a source of entertainment, and he succeeded in almost everything
he tried. Only two aspects of his personality stood in the way of his
being selected as "team material" for many sports. First, he felt that
a game was a game; although he did his best, he could not take a game
as seriously as did many of the others who became enraged by losing.
He wanted it to be fun, and competition was fun only as long as the
game remained free of hostilities. Secondly, he disliked sports
demanding body contact; he was conscious of his own space and avoided
being touched. Norm despised wrestling, but since it was required in
physical education, he handled his distaste by promptly pinning his
partner and thereby ending the match. Taking notice of his ability,
the teacher eagerly teamed him up with the heaviest, sweatiest guys
in the class. Sickened by their stench and glassy-eyed fervor, Norm
determined to purposely shorten the match; he allowed himself
to be pinned.
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