Through These Eyes: The courageous struggle to find meaning in a life stressed with cancerIsaacson, Lauren Ann
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Through These Eyes: The courageous struggle to find meaning in a life stressed with cancer
Isaacson, Lauren Ann
Cancer -- Patients -- Biography; Isaacson, Lauren Ann, 1961-1986
Our last hike was to Sandbeach Lake, which was nestled in the high
country at the end of a rigorous trail. I label the trail in such
terms because it did not simply travel upward; it repeatedly involved
many declines as well, thereby creating a hike which was as difficult
upon returning as it was at the outset. However, despite the evils of
the trail, the lake was a reward more than adequate; it was a rippling
sapphire wonder clenched in the palm of the mountains. Its white
shore-line was hemmed by gnarled, yet dignified pines, while the cold
and bloodless splendor of Long's Peak presided over all things, living
and inanimate.
After reaching the lake, our day was spent lolling about its perimeter
as a cool breeze modified the naked heat of the sun. The place seemed
a virtually untouched remnant of land; we assumed the lake's crystal
water was no less than pure and wholesome, and without hesitation,
drank our fill. As the numbingly cold liquid ran into my cupped hands,
it brought back memories of mountain streams and the unspoiled lakes of
Minnesota. Such draughts were ambrosiac delights.
When the sun began its westward descent, we regretfully pulled
ourselves from beside the lake and shouldered our packs. Both Norm and
I had come to view my legs as unstoppable, but my energy level after
such a trek was a surprise. As he prepared to rest his legs following
supper, I suppressed a grin and asked if he would like to take another
walk.
"Noooo. . . " Norm moaned in obvious protest "We've done enough, you
dummy," he asserted, one eyebrow cocked above the other.
"OK," I smiled, having received the expected reaction. We often
bounced our known foibles off each other for the purpose of mutual
amusement. He was not mad at my suggestion, nor did he think me dumb;
consequently I never expected an affirmative response and would not
have pursued the issue because of its illogical quality. Besides. . .
he was bigger than me.
Aug 8, 1980... Both of us are feeling sorta' sick. Probably from
drinking lake water yesterday.
It was a bitter pill, but it had to be swallowed. The lake must have
been the culprit. We knew that pools of water were more questionable
drinking sources, but Sandbeach appeared pure beyond question. It
would have been easy to say "Things just aren't what they used to be,"
but more likely than not, a passing animal had polluted the water
previous to our consumption and we were victims of chance.
By evening we felt much better and prepared the car for our early
morning departure. Before trying to indulge in some restless sleep,
however, we drove to the park and made a final circuit of our favorite
scenic views. I branded the magnificence into my mind so I could later
return to the mountains in envisioned thoughts.
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