Through These Eyes: The courageous struggle to find meaning in a life stressed with cancerIsaacson, Lauren Ann
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Through These Eyes: The courageous struggle to find meaning in a life stressed with cancer
Isaacson, Lauren Ann
Cancer -- Patients -- Biography; Isaacson, Lauren Ann, 1961-1986
Grade school was the place wherein I experienced my first taste of
romance. My initial spark was in second grade; although the boy and I
were so shy that we were not on speaking terms, the flame kindled for
many months, during which time we would smile at each other sheepishly
and flush with embarrassment when, in gym class, we were square dance
partners and momentarily held hands. Our romance was sporadic through
the years, but its peak was reached in fifth grade. By that time, we
actually conversed and spent time in each other's company, which
greatly aided our relationship. Soon it became apparent to both of us
that our interest had progressed beyond the platonic level.
Jan. 10, 1973... Went to school. Made lunch for myself. Went skating
with B. Had a lot of fun skating. Played "go fetch" with ice.
Feb. 15, 1973... After Valentine's Day...B. gave me a really funny
valentine (A drawing of a heart).
Mar. 14, 1973... B. brought me a 5-pack (of) bubble gum from T.D. who
is leaving school and going to Tenn. I'm still sick.
Mar. 30, 1973... After supper I went outside and played a kick-ball game
with S. and B. B gave me a real pretty rock (quartz). Then B. and I
played a game and we talked a little until 7:30. (I like B.)
April 10, 1973... School...I had practice for the style show. B. came
and watched me!
The climax of our romantic fling was during a field trip to the local
arsenal. Our class boarded a school bus, and side by side, B. and I rode
to the site of the old artilleries, very much aware of the other and
bashfully enamored. We were also somewhat nervous for it had been
rumored that B. was going to give me a ring.
Upon our arrival at the Arsenal, we all piled out onto the neatly
clipped government lawns and prepared for our tour. The afternoon
progressed rapidly, and B. and I were continually surrounded by a mass
of fellow classmates throughout our surveyance of guns, cannons, and
assorted weapons. I saw no ring, and felt somewhat relieved, being a
private person who disliked drawing attention to myself, especially
when that attention included my boyfriend.
As the tour drew to a close, we were shown the final points of
interest. One was a large tank which each student either climbed upon
or gawked at disinterestedly, as per his or her general emotion toward
army equipment. I remained on the ground, gazing at the tank as B.
scrambled to the top with some other children. suddenly, B. drew THE
RING out of a pocket, and, not knowing how to present it, threw it to
me from his battle station. I caught the ring and flushed with
embarrassment. The rest of the day became a blur. B. also seemed
uncertain of the next course of action. I do not even know whether I
rode next to my boyfriend on the return trip.
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