England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; English fiction -- 19th century
'But you said you've noticed things. What do you mean by that? You'd no
right to say it if you don't mean anything! You're trying to frighten
me! I can't bear you sitting there! I want to be alone! If you must
stay in the room, go away and sit by the fire. Haven't you no sewing to
do? You've always got plenty at other times. Oh, you make me feel as if
I should go mad!'
Lydia withdrew from the bedside. She sat down in a corner of the room
and covered her face with her hands.
Thyrza fell back exhausted. She had wrought herself almost to hysteria,
and, though she could not shed tears, the dry sobs seemed as if they
would rend her bosom.
Minutes passed. She turned and looked at her sister. Lydia was bent
forward, propping her forehead.
'Lyddy, I want you.'
Lydia came forward. She had been crying. She fell on her knees by the
bed.
'Lyddy, what did you mean? It's no good denying it, you meant
something. You said you'd noticed things You've no right to say that
and say no more.
'You won't tell me what your secret is without me saying what I've
thought?'
'I've got no secret! I don't know what you mean by secret!'
'Thyrza--have you--have you seen Mr. Egremont tonight?'
They looked at each other. Thyrza's lips were just parted; she drew
herself back, as if to escape scrutiny. The arm with which she
supported herself trembled violently.
'Why do you ask that?' she said, faintly.
'That's what I meant, Thyrza,' the other whispered, with a face of fear.
'Have I seen Mr. Egremont? I don't know what you're thinking of? Why
should I see Mr. Egremont? What have I to do with him?'
Lydia put her hand forward and touched her sister.
'Thyrza!' she cried, passionately. 'Tell me! Tell me everything! I
can't bear it! If you have ever so little love for me in your
heart--tell me!'
Thyrza could no longer keep her raised position. She fell back. Then
with one hand she caught the railing at the head of the bed and held it
convulsively, whilst she buried her face in the pillow.
Lydia bent over her, and said in low, quick tones:
'I think no harm of you! Perhaps you've got to like him too much, and
he's persuaded you to go to meet him. It's only what I've thought to
myself. Tell me, and let me be a sister to you; let me help you! No one
else shall hear a word of it, Thyrza. Only Lyddy! We'll talk about it,
and see what can be done. You shall tell me how it began--tell me all
there is in your heart, poor child. It'll comfort you to speak of it.
The secret is killing you, my darling. There's no harm--none--none! You
couldn't help it. Only let us both know, and talk to each other about
it, like sisters!'
Thyrza's grasp of the iron loosened, and her hand fell. She turned her
face to the light again.
'Lyddy, how do you know this?'
'I thought it. You've been out every morning. You spoke of him in a
way--'
'Has any one said anything to you? Has Gilbert?'
'No, no! Gilbert hasn't such a thought. It's all myself. Oh, what has
he been saying to you, Thyrza?'
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