I am conscious of very material gain. I do not tic so often or with
such force. I know how to keep still. Above all, I have learned the
secret of inhibition. Absurd gestures that I once thought
irrepressible have succumbed to the power of application; I have
dispensed with my para-tic cane; the callosities on my chin and
nose have vanished; and I can walk without carrying my head in the
air. This advance has not been made without a struggle, without
moments of discouragement; but I have emerged victorious, strong in
my knowledge of the resources of my will.... To tell the truth, at
my age I can scarcely hope for an absolute cure. Were I only
fifteen, such would be my ambition; but as I am, so shall I remain.
I very much doubt whether I shall ever have the necessary
perseverance to master all my tics, and I am too prone to imagine
fresh ones; yet the thought no longer alarms me. Experience has
shown the possibilities of control, and my tics have lost their
terror. Thus have disappeared half my troubles.
The same sagacity that O. displayed in analysis of his tics has enabled
him to grasp the principles of their subjugation. Notwithstanding that
his guarded prognosis is evidence for his appreciation of the hindrance
his peculiar mental constitution is to a complete cure, he has
impartially put on record his definite progress towards health of body
and mind.
* * * * *
Such, then, is the faithfully reported story of our model, such are his
confessions.
During ten years' intercourse with sufferers from tic it has been our
interest to analyse and reconstruct the pathogenic mechanism of their
symptoms, and in the vast majority of cases it has been possible to
determine the origin of the tics and to confirm the association with
them of a peculiar mental state. We have thus been able to supplement
earlier and weighty contributions to the subject by numerous suggestive
instances, prominent among which is the case of O., whose spontaneous
and impartial self-examination forms an invaluable clinical document.
Its importance is enhanced by the fact that its observations are
corroborated by a survey of other examples of the disease.
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