I got back to the inn, and began to dress, long before it was necessary
that I should do so at all; I was like a girl in my desire to look well
that night, and to create a good impression. Not that I had any definite
feeling as to what was to happen in the future; it had not gone far
enough for that. I was in love, and that was all I thought about; and I
was going to meet her again, and to touch her hand and look into her
eyes. I lived in an impossible world, and dreamed impossible dreams.
While I dressed in a perfunctory fashion, I happened to glance out of
the window, and saw Jervis Fanshawe coming straight along the road
towards the inn. I was a little surprised, and for one moment a horrible
fear assailed me that he had come to tell me that the dinner had been
postponed; the next, I stopped in what I was doing, to watch him as he
walked, and to wonder at his hurry. For he was coming along at a sort of
half trot, with his eyes bent on the ground, and his hands clasped
before him; I could see the white fingers working together convulsively
as he came.
He came into my room, and stood for a moment or two looking at me, as
though scarcely knowing what to say, or how to account for his presence.
I expressed my surprise at seeing him, and asked if anything was the
matter.
"No--nothing is the matter," he replied, in a low tone. "You're early
with your dressing," he added.
I muttered some excuse, and went on fastening my collar. He seated
himself on the bed, so that he was directly behind me, and I could not
see him. An obstinate stud happening to fall, I stooped to pick it up,
and in so doing moved a little to one side; as I straightened myself
again, I caught sight of his face in the looking-glass. In that
momentary glimpse I had of it, I saw, to my astonishment, that it was
convulsed with rage--livid with a hatred so deadly that instinctively I
swung round to look at the man. But by that time the face was calm and
composed, and he was speaking in an ordinary voice. The change had been
so sudden and so complete that I had a dazed feeling that I must have
been mistaken, and had never seen that look at all.
"I wanted to see you, Charlie, before you went to the house to-night,"
he began, pressing his palms closely together, and sawing his hands
backwards and forwards with a regular movement between his knees as he
sat. "You're going to a strange house to-night, and it's just as well,
perhaps, that you should know something about the people you will meet.
You're young yet, and have not had much experience."
I laughed to myself to think how little he knew that I had seen the most
important person in that house that very day; mine was the wisdom of
youth, and I was sorry for this man, so much older than myself, who did
not understand these matters.
"Old Patton has every confidence in me--trusts me completely. In fact, I
may say that he has a liking for me that he has for very few men."
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