"She doesn't love you," I said coldly, urging the only argument I knew.
"I don't ask for that," he retorted bluntly, "because I don't understand
it. I'm going to marry her. I think my influence is strong enough with
her father for that; I am necessary to him."
"You don't know what you're talking about," I told him. "Do you think
she'd turn to you, or have a word to say to you, if you tried to draw
her with any other power save that of love? Women don't marry in that
way," I added, with the deep wisdom that had come to me that day.
"I suppose you think she's in love with you?" he sneered.
I felt myself burning red all over the face I turned from him, yet I
answered steadily. "I should like to think so," I replied; and in spite
of his jeers I refused to say any more then.
He paced about the room for a time, stepping carefully over the pattern
in the carpet, as though deep in thought. Presently he stopped almost
behind me, and spoke in a tone that was half pleading and half
threatening. "You mustn't be a fool over this matter, Charlie," he said.
"Yours is calf love; you're not old enough to know anything about that
sort of thing yet. Besides, old Patton would laugh at you."
"I'm not going to marry old Patton," I reminded him. "In any case, I
don't want to discuss the matter, because there's nothing to discuss.
Only for your own sake I would advise you to think twice before you
suggest marrying Barbara Patton."
"How did you come to know her name?" he asked quickly.
"From her own lips," I replied, turning away from him, and beginning to
finish my dressing.
I remember that before he hurried away he strove to patch up some sort
of peace with me; held out his hand, with seeming frankness, and
declared that I was a fine fellow, and that he meant to stand by me.
What he meant by that I did not exactly know; I only understood that he
was nervous and anxious, and although I chafed at the thought of his
daring to raise eyes to my Barbara, I yet felt a sort of sneaking pity
for him, as some one lower than myself, who did not understand this
business of love, and had no real chance in the game.
Nevertheless I was troubled. I did not like the thought that this girl,
who had suddenly become, in a matter of hours, so much to me, should be
the centre of plots and intrigues; above all, I did not like to think
that there might be a possibility that my guardian would be able to use
a powerful lever to gain her father on his own side. I thought of her
always among the trees in the sunlight--and alone with me; I could not
bear to think of her then in any other way. Even while I longed for the
moment to arrive when I should see her, I yet felt that insane jealousy
of youth which resented the thought that others would be about her, and
would claim her attention.
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