I got some breakfast at a coffee stall, and felt refreshed and less
hopeless. As I turned to go away, I heard a voice beside me giving an
order for some coffee; I turned quickly, and saw that it was young
Arnold Millard. He looked forlorn and tired and haggard; I was doubtful
at first whether to speak to him. I decided, however, that I might do
some good, if I persuaded him that Murray Olivant was about to leave the
country; it might at least drive out of his mind the murderous thought
that obsessed it then. I ventured to touch his sleeve; he looked round
quickly, and recognized me.
"Well, what do you want?" he asked.
"I wanted to say something about last night, sir," I replied in a
whisper. "Surely it was better I should prevent you from doing what was
in your mind."
He took the cup of coffee from the man, and began to drink it, without
replying to me. I went on speaking after a moment or two in an eager
whisper.
"He lied to you, the young lady was not there at all," I said. "More
than that, he's failed to get hold of her, and he's giving up the game.
He goes abroad to-morrow. And I don't know where the young lady is."
He looked at me over the cup he held, and spoke sternly. "It's a
lie--and you know it," he said slowly. "Look me in my eyes now--fair and
square--and tell me that he's going away."
I suppose I was never a good hand at that business of deceit; I tried
now to raise my eyes to his; tried to get some words out that should
bravely defend the statement I had made. But the words would not come,
and my eyes fell. I turned away hurriedly, and I heard his derisive
laughter echoing after me as I went. I knew that I had only made matters
worse.
I had gone but a few yards when he overtook me; seized me roughly by the
shoulder, and swung me round, so that I faced him. "You are his servant
and his slave," he said contemptuously, "and so I suppose you must lie
for the sake of your bread and butter. But tell him that his lies won't
serve him; tell him that my mind is as firmly made up about him as it
ever will be about anything. I know he's hiding from me--but that shan't
serve him. Tell him from me that I mean to kill him, just as I said I
would. It's his body for her soul: a fair exchange!"
I would have protested further, but he waved me aside impatiently, and
strode off into the darkness. I wondered then if there was any man in
London that morning quite so miserable as I was: any man who had failed
in everything he had undertaken as I had failed. I had started out so
well, with such high hopes and such high ideals--and, lo! they had all
come to nothing, and it was written that I was to fail again.
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