I caught a look on the face of my guardian that puzzled me; it was that
eager look again, but intensified a thousandfold; and he was smiling
straight at me as though--ridiculous thought!--I had done some worthy
thing in his eyes. That look surprised me, and in a vague way terrified
me.
As the confusion subsided, and the people went back into the room, I
found that the girl was clinging to my arm; and it seemed natural that
she should do so. Hockley had slouched away, muttering that he would put
himself straight; once again it happened that Barbara and I were alone
together. We passed out of sight of the windows; and then in a moment,
at the end of the terrace, we stood in perfect understanding, as it
seemed, with hands clasping hands, and my boyish eyes looking into her
girlish ones. And it was writ in the skies above us, and whispered by
the trees forlornly enough, that we loved each other, and that it was
all hopeless.
"I promised a year ago--before I understood," she whispered, as though
taking up a tale that had been told between us. "My father likes him; he
will be good to me, I know. I--I did not understand."
I seemed to live twenty lives in that moment when I stood and held her
hands, and listened to her words. There was a savage pride in my heart,
greater than my misery, that I should so have won her without a word; I
knew that I was greater in her sight than the man whose name she was to
take. Boy though I was, I know that I dedicated myself and my life to
her then; the world has never seemed to me so pure and holy since as it
did then. I was not ashamed of the tears I shed, as I bent my head, and
put my lips to her hands; I felt that I could not shame her with any
pleadings or protestations. When presently we were calmer, I walked
slowly back into the world with her, and gave her to the man to whom she
belonged, and who had come in search of her.
I did not see her again that night; she pleaded fatigue, and went to her
room. The little party broke up, and I presently found myself on the
high road under the stars, walking beside Jervis Fanshawe. And the thing
that surprised me most was the extraordinary mood the man was in. He
gave vent to little soft chuckles from time to time, and snapped his
long fingers, and muttered to himself; while every now and then he
dropped a hand on my shoulder, and gave it an approving squeeze, as
though in pure friendliness. It was only when he spoke to me that my
mind went back to my encounter with Hockley that night.
"You struck well, my boy; I'd like to have seen the whole thing, but I
was a bit too late. Muscle is a magnificent possession; and you must be
very strong." He slipped his hand down my arm as he spoke, and chuckled
again. "Always strike hard, Charlie; stand no insolence from a creature
like that. He's a leper--a bullying beast--a robber!" Strong though I
was, he absolutely hurt me with the grip he gave my arm.
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