Jervis Fanshawe fell back a step or two as I came straight up to him;
indeed, he unlocked his hands, and put up one of them as though to guard
against a blow. "What did he say?" I asked; and my voice sounded
unnatural.
He shook his head. "I'm not going to tell you; I'm the last man in the
world to make mischief," he said. "You're a hot-headed boy, and I ought
not to have told you. You'll get nothing more from me."
"Then I'll get it from him," I said, with a little grim laugh.
"That's your own affair entirely," said my guardian; and I thought he
smiled in a peculiar way as he spoke.
As I strove to master my indignation, and so gradually calmed myself a
little, I came to the conclusion that Fanshawe had something more to
say, and was seeking an opportunity to say it. He pottered about the
studio for a time, stopping every now and then as if about to speak, and
then moving on again; at last he spoke to me over his shoulder.
"They're hurrying on the wedding a bit; special licence, and all that
kind of thing." Then, as I did not answer, he turned and asked sharply,
"Do you hear what I say?"
"Yes, I hear," I responded. "When is it to be?"
"In about a fortnight's time. It's a whim of old Patton's to get the
girl settled, and to know that she is safe. You'll be asked to go.
You'll get a formal invitation, but I was to tell you from the old man
that you were expected. Only a quiet wedding, of course."
Once again he started that ceaseless rambling round the studio; once
again he stopped. "You don't say anything about it," he exclaimed
querulously. "I thought you were sweet in that quarter?"
I looked at him quietly; after a moment he dropped his eyes, and turned
away. "You told me once," I reminded him, "that you intended to marry
Miss Patton yourself."
"That was a business scheme that came to nothing; I was forestalled. You
were forestalled, too," he added. "I have not thought any more about it;
it was only a whim."
There was silence between us for a minute or two; then I remembered
something else, and spoke again. "You said it would mean red ruin to you
if you did not marry her."
"Did I?" He looked at me as though he did not see me, and as though he
were thinking of something else. "I don't remember it; at any rate, I
didn't mean it in the sense you mean." He hesitated again, and then went
on more passionately, with a rising inflection in his voice that
startled me, as it had startled me once before with this extraordinary
man. "On that day you met her in the woods, when she came to you,
singing and with smiles, and walked and talked with you--oh, my God!--I
had spoken to her in the same place--before you came at all."
The passion that consumed him was frightful; the recollection of what he
had gone through, and what he had suppressed, shook and tore him like a
storm. He clenched and unclenched his hands, and moistened his lips, and
strove to speak; fought down that rising devil in him, and got himself
calm again.
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