We played until it was quite late, or rather early in the morning; and I
lost everything. I know at the last my guardian dropped out of the game,
declaring that he could not go on; but he urged me to have my revenge,
and to see if the luck would turn. But it would not turn, and Hockley
calmly pocketed all I had. I got up at last, with my head swimming and
my eyes burning; and I faced him shamefacedly enough.
"You're in my debt, young Avaline," he said, coolly making a note on a
slip of paper. "A small matter of thirty pounds odd."
I turned to my guardian; but he laughingly shook his head. "You've
cleaned me out, Charlie," he said; "give our friend an I.O.U., and
square up with him another time."
Humiliated and shamed, and inwardly raging, I wrote the thing, and
tossed it over to Hockley. He laughed, and folded it up, and put it in
his pocket-book. Even then the brutal mind of the man prompted him to
have a further fling at me.
"I'm surprised you didn't win," he said. "You know the old saying 'Lucky
at cards----'--well, I won't finish it."
I moved a step nearer to him. "What do you mean? I don't know any old
sayings," I exclaimed, although I knew it well. "Explain yourself."
"The old saying is"--he grinned at me, and yet was watching me warily, I
thought--"'Lucky at cards, unlucky in love.'" Fanshawe sprang between us
just as I flew at my man; wound his long arms about me, and thrust me
back by main force. "I tell you I won't have it," he cried. "As for you,
Hockley, you've got your money; you can hold your tongue."
"The point is that I haven't got my money," said Hockley. "And I'm not
quite sure that I ever shall get it."
A hot retort sprang to my tongue, but I checked it. I was in a false
position; I could not talk with this man until I had paid him what I
owed. That should be to-morrow, when my guardian gave me what was due to
me.
But it was to happen that to-morrow was to dawn, and other to-morrows,
and Hockley was not to be paid. For Jervis Fanshawe put me off with one
excuse and another: now he was too busy to go into the matter of my
accounts; and now he had no ready money; and now he was engaged at his
office, and I could not see him. In the miserable days that followed he
doled out to me a sovereign or two, sufficient to keep me going; but I
got nothing else. My pride was up in arms, and I was maddened at the
thought that Hockley had the laugh of me, horrified at the construction
he would put upon my silence. I did not realize then, as I have realized
since, how the thin and subtle net was closing in upon me, drawn tighter
each day by the man who held the threads of it. I walked blindly towards
a sure and certain goal, and never saw that goal until it was too late.
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