"If you play with gentlemen, why don't you pay like a gentleman,"
retorted Hockley, snatching at my scrap of paper, and getting to his
feet. "I can't think what Fanshawe ever meant by bringing you into a
man's business at all; this game isn't for boys."
"Be careful, Hockley!" I cried, making a movement towards him.
"To the devil with you!" he exclaimed violently. "I've had enough of
your sour looks, and your threats, and your high-handed ways. Of course
we're all sorry for you; you must be feeling a bit sore to-night," he
sneered.
I controlled my tongue even then; I remembered the face of Barbara; I
remembered the words of her note: "I love you and I trust you; you are
going always to be very brave and very gentle, so that I may carry that
memory of you in my heart." No such bully as this should break down my
resolution; there was a power in me greater than he suspected.
It was my guardian who stirred the wound. "Why don't you be quiet,
Hockley?" he said; "why don't you leave difficult subjects alone? The
past is done with----"
"And so's his pretty mistress," exclaimed Hockley. And it was not so
much the words as the fashion in which he said them that maddened me.
Before Fanshawe could get to me I had overturned the table, and sprang
at my man. He eluded me with a quickness I should scarcely have given
him credit for, and slipped round behind my guardian; danced about
there, in comparative safety, with mocking words and looks, keeping
Jervis Fanshawe always between us. The situation was ridiculous, and I
hesitated for very shame.
"Here's a fire-eater!" he cried, emboldened by the fact that I could not
get at him, and that I stood chafing. "Owes a man money, and gives his
dirty scrap of paper in exchange for it; and then will not have a word
said against the girl who met him in secret in the wood. Hoighty
toity--we're mighty particular!"
"I'll quarrel with you on any matter that your mean soul may
choose--except that," I almost pleaded with him. "For your own sake as
well as mine, leave her out of the conversation. She's as far above you
as the stars; let your foul tongue wag about something else."
"My tongue shall wag as it chooses," he retorted, with a frown. "I know
what I know, and I've seen what I've seen. You thought me asleep in the
wood that day, didn't you?"
Again I saw the face of Barbara--first as she had come towards me
smiling in the wood, then as she had come down the stairs, with her eyes
on mine--eyes that had tears in them. And so I restrained myself, and
waited there, helpless, until he should be silent.
"A fig for your saints and your Madonnas!" cried Hockley. "They're the
worst of the lot. Our little meek-eyed Barbara was a lady of many
loves--in secret. How did she meet you in the wood--you that had never
met her before? How did she meet me--a dozen times before?"
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