I walked home to the rooms Mr. Jervis Fanshawe had taken for me with my
head in a whirl. I know that I fell asleep that night, with a vague idea
that in some extraordinary fashion my guardian was in the power of Gavin
Hockley, and was obliged, in a sense, to do what that young man
suggested. Perhaps the mere act of thinking about that drove me into the
dream I presently had; for I remember that I thought presently I was
standing in a room, and that Hockley was before me, with that grin upon
his face; in that dream I felt that some one put a weapon into my hand.
Dreams are but intangible things, and this was a confused one, with only
the face of Hockley grinning at me from out of it, and the knowledge in
my own mind that I held a weapon of some sort gripped in my right hand.
And then the face was gone, and I seemed to wake up, to see him at my
feet, with blood upon him. I woke, trembling and shuddering, and glad to
see the calm moon staring in at me from the little street outside. It
took me a little time to shake off the horror of the thing. But I was
young, and youth needs sleep; so that I presently slept until morning.
Strangely enough, that dream haunted me--sprang up before me even in the
sunlight of the streets, and would not be shaken off. Seeing that I had
no earthly concern with Hockley, it was at least curious that I should
so persistently think of him; now as I had seen him swaggering on the
steps of the house, and staring insolently over my head; now as I
remembered him lounging at the table, and apparently overawing my
guardian; and now again, as in my dream, with his grinning face watching
me--and then lying at my feet, with blood upon him. I was too young for
such horrors, and yet I could not clear my brain of them.
That Tuesday arrived on which I was to travel down to Hammerstone Market
with Mr. Jervis Fanshawe. I had had a note from him the night before,
appointing the time of the train, and requesting me to meet him at the
railway station; and I was eager enough for the expedition. Although I
did not like Fanshawe, and felt that I never could, there was yet in my
heart a natural feeling of regard for him, as being the one person
intimately connected with me, and, above all, the man who had looked
after my interests during the years that I had been growing up. I set it
down deliberately here that I wanted to please him, and that, above all
things, I was anxious to win his approval. In a sense I was glad to
think that he wanted my company, although I wondered a little what was
going to happen at this place to which we were going.
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