Sebastian decided she was frozen up with loneliness and the like. “She's
got no conversation, let alone revelry.” He thought he knew what her
life was like. “She's sort of empty. Nothing doing any time. It's the
off season all the year. No troubles. Sort of like a fish, as being
chilly and calm, that lives in cold water till you have to put pepper on
to taste it. I know how it goes on this old hill.”
She left him soon. He heard her moving about in the kitchen, and
sometimes the clink of a dish. He sat by the stove and mused and
muttered. She came and told him his room was on the left of the stair;
it had a stove; would he not carry up wood and have his fire there?
She seemed to imply a preference that he should. But the burden
and oppression of his musings kept him from wondering when she had
compromised her scruples and fears, or why she kept any of them. He
mounted the stair with his wood. She followed with a lamp and left him.
He stared at the closed door and rubbed his chin thoughtfully, then went
to work with his fire. The house became silent, except for the outer
tumult. She did not mount the stair again; it followed that she slept
below.
Sebastian took a daguerreotype from the mantel and stared at it. It
was the likeness of a shaven, grim-faced man in early middle life. He
examined it long with a quizzical frown; finally went to the washstand,
opened the drawer and took out a razor with a handle of yellow bone,
carried the washstand to the stove, balanced the mirror against the
pitcher, stropped the razor on his hand, heated water in a cup, slowly
dismantled his face of beard and mustache, cast them in the stove, put
the daguerreotype beside the mirror, and compared critically. Except
that the face in the daguerreotype had a straight, set mouth, and the
face in the mirror was one full-lipped and humorous and differently
lined, they were nearly the same.
“I wouldn't have believed it”
He put it aside and looked around, whistling in meditation. Then he went
back again to wondering who the pale-haired woman was. Probably the
farm had changed hands. A man whose father had been dead going on
twenty years couldn't have that kind of widowed stepmother. He was
disqualified.
A cold, unchanging place, Edom Hill, lifted out of the warm, sapping
currents of life. It might be a woman could keep indefinitely there,
looking much the same. If her pulse beat once to an ordinary twice, she
ought to last twice as long. The house seemed unchanged. The old things
were in their old familiar places, David Sebastian's books on their
shelves in the room below, on the side table there his great Bible, in
which he used to write all family records, with those of his reforming
activity. Sebastian wondered what record stood of his own flight.
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