New England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories
All that evening, Eli Pike sat on the steps, where he could hear the
talk in the sitting-room without losing the whippoorwill's song from
the Joyce orchard, and Dilly longed to slip out and sit quietly beside
him. He would know. But she could only be civil and grateful, and when
half past eight came, take her lamp and go up to bed. Jethro was given
the best chamber, because he had succeeded and came from Chicago; but
Dilly had a little room that looked straight out across the treetops
down to her own home.
At first, after closing the door behind her, she felt only the great
blessedness of being alone. She put out the light and threw herself, as
she was, face downwards on the bed. There she lay for long moments,
suffering; and this was one of the few times in her life when she was
forced to feel that human pain which is like a stab in the heart. For
she was one of those wise creatures who give themselves long spaces of
silence, and so heal them quickly of their wounds, like the sage little
animals that slip away from combat, to cure their hurt with leaves.
Presently, a great sense of rest enfolded her, a rest ineffably
precious because it was so soon to be over. It was like great riches
lent only for a time. Outside this familiar quiet was the world,
thrilled by a terrifying life pressing upon her and calling. She longed
to put her hands before her eyes, and shut out the possibility of
meeting its garish glory; she did cover her ears, lest its cry should
pierce them and she could not resist. And so she lay there shivering,
until a strange inviting that was peace and not commotion seemed to
approach her from another side, and her inner self became conscious of
unheard voices. They were not clamorous, but sweet, and they drowned
her will, and drew her to themselves. She got softly up, and, going to
the darkened window, looked out across the orchard. There, in the
greenness, lay the old house. It called on her to come. It seemed to
Dilly that she could not make haste enough to be there. She slipped
softly down the narrow stairway, and across the kitchen, where the
shadows of the moonlit windows lay upon the floor. A great excitement
thrilled her blood; and though quite safe from discovery, she was not
wholly at ease until she had entered the orchard path, and knew her
feet were wet with dew, and heard the whippoorwill, so near now that
she might have startled him from his neighboring tree. No other bird
note could have fitted her mood so well. The wild melancholy of his
tone, his home in the night, and the omens blended with his song seemed
to remove him from the world as she herself was removed; and she
hastened on with a fine exaltation, fitted her key again in the lock,
and shut the door behind her.
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