New England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories
As soon as Dilly had entered the sitting-room where the old desk stood
in its place, and the clock was ticking, she felt as if all her
confusion and trouble were over. She smiled to herself in the darkness.
She had come home, and it was very good. They had begun with the attic,
in their rearranging, and this room remained unchanged. It had been her
wish to keep it, in its sweet familiarity, unaltered till the last. She
drew forward her father's chair, and sat down in it, with luxurious
abandonment, to rest. Her mother's little cricket was by her side, and
she put her feet on it and exhaled a long sigh of content.
Her eyes rested on the dark cavern which was the fireplace; and there
fell upon her a sweet sense of completed bliss, as if it were alight
and she could watch the dancing flames. And suddenly Dilly was aware
that the Joyces were all about her.
She had been sure, in her coming through the woods, that they knew and
cared; now she was certain that, in some fashion, they recognized their
bondage and loyalty to the place, as she recognized her own, and that
they upheld her to her task. She thought them over, as she sat there,
and saw their souls more keenly than if she had met them, men and
women, face to face. There was the shoemaker among them, who,
generations back, was sitting on his bench when news came of the battle
of Lexington, and who threw down hammer and last, and ran wildly out
into the woods, where he stayed three days and nights, calling with a
loud voice upon Almighty God to save him from ill-doing. Then he had
drowned himself in a little brook too shallow for the death of any but
a desperate man. He had been the disgrace of the Joyces; they dared not
think of him, and they know, even to this day, that he is remembered
among their townsmen as the Joyce who was a coward, and killed himself
rather than go to war. But here he stood--was it the man, or some
secret intelligence of him?--and Dilly, out of all his race, was the
one to comprehend him. She saw, with a thrill of passionate sympathy,
how he had believed with all his soul in the wickedness of war, and how
the wound to his country so roused in him the desire of blood that he
fled away and prayed his God to save him from mortal guilt,--and how,
finding that he saw with an overwhelming delight the red of anticipated
slaughter, and knew his traitorous feet were bearing him to the ranks,
he chose the death of the body rather than sin against the soul. And
Dilly was glad; the blood in her own veins ran purer for his sake.
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