New England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories
It was two weeks after her mother's funeral when Lucy Ann Cummings sat
down and considered. The web of a lifelong service and devotion still
clung about her, but she was bereft of the creature for whom it had
been spun. Now she was quite alone, save for her two brothers and the
cousins who lived in other townships, and they all had homes of their
own. Lucy Ann sat still, and thought about her life. Brother Ezra and
brother John would be good to her. They always had been. Their
solicitude redoubled with her need, and they had even insisted on
leaving Annabel, John's daughter, to keep her company after the
funeral. Lucy Ann thought longingly of the healing which lay in the
very loneliness of her little house; but she yielded, with a patient
sigh. John and Ezra were men-folks, and doubtless they knew best. A
little more than a week had gone when school "took up," rather earlier
than had been intended, and Annabel went away in haste, to teach. Then
Lucy Ann drew her first long breath. She had resisted many a kindly
office from her niece, with the crafty innocence of the gentle who can
only parry and never thrust. When Annabel wanted to help in packing
away grandma's things, aunt Lucy agreed, half-heartedly, and then
deferred the task from day to day. In reality, Lucy Ann never meant to
pack them away at all. She could not imagine her home without them; but
that, Annabel would not understand, and her aunt pushed aside the
moment, reasoning that something is pretty sure to happen if you put
things off long enough. And something did; Annabel went away. It was
then that Lucy Ann took a brief draught of the cup of peace.
Long before her mother's death, when they both knew how inevitably it
was coming, Lucy Ann had, one day, a little shock of surprise. She was
standing before the glass, coiling her crisp gray hair, and thinking
over and over the words the doctor had used, the night before, when he
told her how near the end might be. Her delicate face fell into deeper
lines. Her mouth dropped a little at the corners; her faded brown eyes
were hot with tears, and stopping to wipe them, she caught sight of
herself in the glass.
"Why," she said aloud, "I look jest like mother!"
And so she did, save that it was the mother of five years ago, before
disease had corroded the dear face, and patience wrought its tracery
there.
"Well," she continued, smiling a little at the poverty of her state, "I
shall be a real comfort to me when mother's gone!"
Now that her moment of solitude had struck, grief came also. It glided
in, and sat down by her, to go forth no more, save perhaps under its
other guise of a patient hope. She rocked back and forth in her chair,
and moaned a little to herself.
"Oh, I never can bear it!" she said pathetically, under her breath. "I
never can bear it in the world!"
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