New England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories
She went downstairs, hushed and tremulous, and seated herself again,
her thin hands crossed upon her lap; and there she stayed, in a
pleasant dream, not of the future, and not even of the past, but face
to face with a recognition of wonderful possibilities. She had dreaded
her loneliness with the ache that is despair; but she was not lonely
any more. She had been allowed to set up a little model of the
tabernacle where she had worshiped; and, having that, she ceased to be
afraid. To sit there, clothed in such sweet familiarity of line and
likeness, had tightened her grasp upon the things that are. She did not
seem to herself altogether alive, nor was her mother dead.
They had been fused, by some wonderful alchemy; and instead of being
worlds apart, they were at one. So, John Cummings, her brother,
stepping briskly in, after tying his horse at the gate, came upon her
unawares, and started, with a hoarse, thick cry. It was in the dusk of
evening; and, seeing her outline against the window, he stepped back
against the wall and leaned there a moment, grasping at the casing with
one hand. "Good God!" he breathed, at last, "I thought 't was mother!"
Lucy Ann rose, and went forward to meet him.
"Then it's true," said she. "I'm so pleased. Seems as if I could git
along, if I could look a little mite like her."
John stood staring at her, frowning in his bewilderment.
"What have you done to yourself?" he asked. "Put on her clo'es?"
"Yes," said Lucy Ann, "but that ain't all. I guess I do resemble
mother, though we ain't any of us had much time to think about it.
Well, I _am_ pleased. I took out that daguerreotype she had, down
Saltash way, though it don't favor her as she was at the end. But if I
can take a glimpse of myself in the glass, now and then, mebbe I can
git along."
They sat down together in the dark, and mused over old memories. John
had always understood Lucy Ann better than the rest.
When she gave up Simeon Bascom to stay at home with her mother, he
never pitied her much; he knew she had chosen the path she loved. The
other day, even, some one had wondered that she could have heard the
funeral service so unmoved; but he, seeing how her face had seemed to
fade and wither at every word, guessed what pain was at her heart. So,
though his wife had sent him over to ask how Lucy Ann was getting on,
he really found out very little, and felt how painfully dumb he must be
when he got home. Lucy Ann was pretty well, he thought he might say.
She'd got to looking a good deal like mother.
They took their "blindman's holiday," Lucy Ann once in a while putting
a stick on the leaping blaze, and, when John questioned her, giving a
low-toned reply. Even her voice had changed. It might have come from
that bedroom, in one of the pauses between hours of pain, and neither
would have been surprised.
"What makes you burn beech?" asked John, when a shower of sparks came
crackling at them.
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