Ex-convicts -- Fiction; Love stories; New York (N.Y.) -- Social conditions -- Fiction; Self-sacrifice -- Fiction
The question plunged into David like a knife. He hurried from the chapel
and upstairs into Morton's study. Here was the most ghastly of all the
consequences of Morton's deeds. What would be the effect on these people
of the knowledge he had gained that afternoon? They were not
discriminating, could not select the good, discard and forget the evil.
He still loved Morton; Morton to him was a man strong and great at
ninety-nine points, weak at one. Impregnable at all other points,
temptations had assailed his one weakness, conquered him and turned his
life into complete disaster. But, David realised, the neighbourhood
could not see Morton as he saw him. They could see only the evils of his
one point of weakness, see him only as guilty of larger sins than the
most sinful of themselves--as a libertine, an embezzler, a suicide.
And they would be helped to this new view by the elements he had fought.
How old Boss Grogan would rejoice in Morton's fall--how his one eye
would light up, and triumph overspread his veinous, pouched face! How he
and his henchmen, victory-sure, would return to their attack on the
Mission, going among its people with sneers at Morton and at them!
There was no doubt in David's mind of the effect of all this upon them.
The words of a shrivelled old woman who had given tribute in the chapel
stayed in his memory. "He has been to me like St. Christopher, what this
place is called from," she had quavered. "He holds me in his arms and
carries me over the dark waters." Exactly the case with all of them,
David thought. Morton, who had lifted them out of darkness, was
supporting them over the ferry of life--till a few days ago by his
presence among them, now and in the future by the powerful influence in
which he had enarmed them. Once they saw their St. Christopher as baser
than themselves [and what a picture Grogan would keep before their
eyes!], they would call him hypocrite, despise his support and the
shore whither he carried them; his strength to save them would be gone,
and they would fall back into the darkness out of which they had been
gathered.
David's concern was now all for these unsuspecting hundreds mourning and
praising Morton in the chapel. Presently, amid the chaos in his mind,
one thought assumed definite shape: if the people were kept in
ignorance, if Morton were kept pure in their eyes, would not their love
for him, the saving influence he had set about them, remain just as
potent as though he were in truth unspotted? Yes--without doubt. And
then this question asked itself: could they be kept in ignorance? Yes,
if the embezzlement could be concealed--for Morton's relations with
Lillian Drew and his suicide would come before the public only by being
dragged, as it were, by this engine of disgrace.
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