Ex-convicts -- Fiction; Love stories; New York (N.Y.) -- Social conditions -- Fiction; Self-sacrifice -- Fiction
To mention here his four years of writing would be absurd. "No one," he
stammered--"that is, I've had no business experience."
The superintendent's reply came out sharply: "No experience--no
references--can't use you. Good morning."
David stumbled out, not noticing the relief his dejection gave the other
applicants waiting outside the office. He saw the difficulty of his
situation with a new, startling clearness; the superintendent had summed
it up with business-like conciseness--"no experience, no references." A
sudden fear, a sudden consternation, clutched him. Would he ever be able
to pass that great wall standing between him and a position?--that wall
builded of his prison record, of no experience, of no references?
Whether or not, he must try. He hurried to another office that had
advertised for help, and to another, and to another--and so on for days.
Usually he was turned away because there was really no work, but several
times because to the penetrating questions he could return only his
distrust-rousing answers. His courage tried to escape; but he caught it
and held it, desperately.
Saturday evening an expressman delivered a box sent by his old New
Jersey landlady. The charge was a dollar, and the dollar's payment was a
tragedy. The box contained only a few of the things he had left behind
him. His landlady, though kind, was careless, his things had become
scattered during the four years, and the contents of the box were all
she had been able to get together. There were a few of his books, a few
photographs and prints, a few ornaments, a pair of boxing gloves, most
of his manuscripts, and an overcoat. The overcoat at least was worth
having, with cool weather but a few weeks off.
The second week was an elaboration of the first few days, and the first
half of the third was the same. Then he had three days' work at
addressing envelopes--girls' work and boys' work, for which he was paid
eighty-five cents a day. Then the search again.
At length he found a place. It was in a small department store in One
Hundred and Twenty-fifth Street--a store that in fifteen years had
developed from a notion shop occupying a mere hole in the wall. The
proprietor was one of those men who do not see the master chances, the
thousands and the millions, but who see a multitude of little chances,
the pennies and the dollars. He squeezed his creditors, his customers,
his shopgirls--kept open later than other stores to squeeze a few last
drops of profit from the day. His success was the sum of thousands of
petty advantages.
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