Ex-convicts -- Fiction; Love stories; New York (N.Y.) -- Social conditions -- Fiction; Self-sacrifice -- Fiction
"Let's chat a minute first," she said, and drew him to the largest of
the chairs, and pushed him down into it. "And we'll have something to
eat, just you and me. I've made dad go to bed. It's all ready. I'll
bring it in here."
She moved a little table before him and went out. Could David have seen
the look she held upon him through the door, he would have been puzzled,
perhaps startled. After she had made three trips into the rear of the
flat there were upon the table a plate of sandwiches, a dish of olives,
a pie, and two cups of coffee, all served with a neatness that, after
the Bowery restaurants, was astonishing to David.
"Now, we'll begin," she said, and sat down on the opposite side of the
little table. The food had a wonderful taste to David, and the
coffee--it was real coffee--warmed his chilled body. For several minutes
they both ate in silence, then Kate pushed back her chair, lighted a
cigarette, and sat regarding him with eyes that grew very soft.
When he had finished she leaned suddenly forward and laid a hand on one
of his.
"I don't like it for you to look this way, David," she said.
He started at the touch and at the "David." She saw the start and drew
her hand away. "Why shouldn't I call you David? We're good pals, ain't
we? I'm tired of this miss and mister business. Call me Kate."
He was still too surprised to make an immediate answer, and she went on
softly, "You look very bad!"
The remark brought flooding back to him all his misery and hopelessness,
all his rebellion, and he forgot his wonder at her overture. "Why
shouldn't I?" he asked bitterly.
She nodded. "I understand," she said. "The world's got no use for a man
that's been a crook. He's got no chance. I've seen a lot of boys come
back, and swear they'd never touch another job. They tried--some of 'em
hard, but none as hard as you. But nobody wanted 'em. What way was open?
Only one--to go back to cracking cribs. They all went back." She paused,
then added: "Now I want to ask you one square question: what's the use
trying?"
David was remembering his four months' futile struggle when he
involuntarily echoed, "What's the use!"
"Yes, what?" she continued quickly. "The world may not owe you a living,
but it owes you the right to live. It owes you that much. If it won't
let you live by working, why, you've got to live by stealing. There's no
other way. You've tried the first--"
She went on, but David heard no more. His bitterness, his resentment,
were making a fiercer plea. Yes, he had tried! Could any man try harder?
And what had he gained? Rebuff--insult--uttermost poverty. There was no
use in trying further--none whatever. There was left only the second
way--the one road that is always open, that always welcomes the
repentant thief whom the world refuses.
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