SO life went at the cottage. For a little while they looked for another
visit from Uncle Isaac; since, as he sent no postal order, it was felt
that he must defer the return of the half-crown merely because he
contemplated an early payment in person. But weeks passed and nothing
was heard of him, nor seen. Meantime the problem of Johnny’s trade met
no solution. He had left school nearly three months now, and, the thing
seeming desperate, he had well-nigh resolved to give in to the
post-office. At the thought London seemed a far and wondrous place
whereto he could never attain; and awe of the terrible list his
grandfather had compiled from the London Directory, became longing for
the least inviting trade in the collection. He had his memories of
London, too, and they were more numerous and more pleasant than Bessy’s.
There he could see, from his bedroom window, the masts of many ships,
quite close. In the strong winds (and in his remembered London the
weather was ever cold, brisk, dry, and windy) the masts bent and rocked
gravely, the ropes bellied, and the blocks whistled aloud. At nights he
lay and heard the yards groan and the cordage creak and rattle. Just by
the corner, ships sometimes thrust prying jib-booms clean over the dock
wall, as if to see what a town was like; and often he had stood in the
street to watch men climbing the rigging and hanging bent over spars,
like earwigs. He had gone shopping, too, gripping tight at his mother’s
skirts, in flaring market-streets, where everybody shouted at once, and
there were mountains of bulls’-eyes and peppermint on barrows. There was
a street with shops on one side and a blank wall on the other; and over
and behind this wall, lifted high in the air, was the monstrous skeleton
of a great ship. Men swarmed like ants about the skeleton, and all day
hammers went with a mighty clangour, and great lights flared at night.
There were big blank walls at all the places where they made ships, and
he could remember a little door in one such wall, a door beyond which he
greatly desired to see. But it was rarely opened, and then but a little
way, by an ill-natured old man, who squeezed through and closed it very
quickly. So that Johnny believed he must issue thus to prevent the
escape of some small and active animal, imprisoned within. All that
Johnny remembered of his father was that he wiped his oily hands on
cotton waste: a curious stuff—like a great deal of soft sewing-thread in
a hopeless tangle—that he had never seen since. That and the funeral:
when he rode in a carriage with a crape bow pinned to his new jacket, and
his mother held his hand very tight at the grave-side. Most of his
memories were of the streets, and some revived after long oblivion: as
when the smell of roasted chestnuts brought a vision of a glowing coke
fire by the corner of the ship-yard wall, with a pock-marked man behind
it whom he would know anywhere now. And he was not to return to this
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