But the little society that danced at the Institute saw nothing of her,
this radiant unforgettable. She came twice a week to the dressmaking
class; wherein she acted as monitor or assistant to the teacher, being,
as Johnny later discovered—by vast exertions—a dressmaker herself, in her
daily work. She made no friendships, walked sedately apart, and was in
some sort a mystery; being for these reasons regarded as “stuck-up” by
the girls of the class, and so made a target for many small
needle-thrusts of spite. Johnny had a secret notion that she remembered
him; because she would pass him with so extreme an unconsciousness in her
manner, so very blank an unacquaintance in her eyes. Neat and grey in
her dress, she had ever a placid gravity of air, almost odd by contrast
with the unceasing smirk and giggle of the rest of the girls of the
Institute. And her name—another happy discovery, attained at great
expense of artless diplomacy—was Nora Sansom.
And now for awhile the practice of orthographic projection suffered from
neglect and abstraction of mind. Long Hicks, all ignorant of the cause,
was mightily concerned, and expostulated, with a face of perplexed
surprise, much poking of fingers through the hair, and jerking at the
locks thus separated. But it was a great matter that tugged so secretly
at Johnny’s mind, and daily harder at his heart-strings, till he blushed
in solitude to find himself so weak a creature. Nora Sansom did not come
to the dancing. She knew nobody that he knew. She was unapproachable
as—as a Chinese Empress. How to approach Nora Sansom? And at the
thought he gulped and tingled, and was more than a little terrified. He
was not brought to a stand by contemplation of any distinct interposing
labyrinth of conventional observance, such as he who can see can pick his
way through in strict form; but by a difficulty palpable to instinct
rather than figured in mind: an intangible barrier that vexed Johnny to
madness, so that he hammered the Institute punching-ball with blind fury.
And again, because the world was now grown so many heavens wider, he
would sit and dream of things beyond its farthest margin yet. And
between plan and section, crank-shaft and piston, he would wake to find
himself designing monograms of the letters N. S. and J. M. Altogether
becoming a sad young fool, such as none of us ever was in the like
circumstances.
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