To-morrow and to-morrow ... a novelMcKenna, Stephen
History
To-morrow and to-morrow ... a novel
McKenna, Stephen
Great Britain -- History -- George V, 1910-1936 -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Spouses -- Fiction
Those who have never edited a paper are inclined to compare themselves
with Delane at his most legendary; and the comparison is seldom
favourable to Delane or to _The Times_. Those who have never tried to
influence opinion—as my uncle and I tried in six years’ devoted service
to the Disarmament League—become in their daydreams a rival to Parnell
or Gladstone and convert mass-meetings with a single speech. Hard-won
experience had taught me better, yet this is what Bertrand proposed; and
Barbara, I knew, was seeing herself already as the maker of cabinets and
the adviser of kings.
“_Read your Balzac_,” my uncle recommended in a disastrous postscript.
“_London, for the next few years of your life, will be amazingly like
Paris in the restoration-period . . ._”
It was the postscript, I think, that fired Barbara’s imagination; and,
as I watched her big eyes lighting up, I knew that it was empty to ask
if she felt competent to stay a glacial age in its course. For a year or
two before the war, she had occupied a position that, so far as I know,
had never before been accorded in England to an unmarried woman,
certainly to an unmarried woman of twenty. Raised above ordinary laws by
her utter fearlessness, she had imposed a law of her own, in dress and
manners, speech and thought, upon the greater part of her generation. As
a child, Barbara has often told me, she saw that her personality would
be bled white by her father’s. In Ottawa, in Simla and in London her
wings beat unceasingly against the political, the religious and the
social bars of the Crawleigh cage. Then she asserted herself; and, ten
years later, she was known by sight wherever an illustrated paper
penetrated; the first colonial contingents demanded to see Westminster
Abbey and Lady Barbara Neave; and, had she ever paused, she might have
seen herself becoming a legend in her own lifetime, as Bernhardt—on
vastly more bizarre lines—became the heroine of the ‘Sarah myth’ in
France.
I had my answer to the question which I had asked myself on Armistice
Day, when she gazed into the fire for a picture of what her own new life
was to be. London, in the restoration-period, was marked out for her
empire.
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