The blood hammered in his temples and involuntarily he clenched his
strong hands, as if already crushing that weaker woman’s will and
subduing it to his own.
But Barbara Preston was not thinking of the fact that Stephen Jarvis
had asked her to be his wife. Being a woman, and, moreover, hard driven
by cruel necessity, she might have been pardoned, if for a moment she
had allowed her thoughts to linger upon the interview which had just
ended. She might even have recalled with a certain speculative interest
the luxurious interior of the carriage into which he had stepped and
the smooth roll of the wheels which had borne him away, safe shut from
the wind and the weather. So might she be lifted and sheltered from the
bleak peltings of poverty, and life become a smooth progression instead
of a painful pilgrimage. The girl sat quite still by the window looking
out through misty panes into a mistier world, and only vaguely aware of
dripping lilac sprays, ruddy with swelling buds, and of the flash of
wet brown wings athwart the gray sky.
Stephen Jarvis, master of fate, and thrilling with the clash of his
will upon hers, could hardly have known that the ghost of another man
stood between him and the object of this new, urgent desire of his. He
would have laughed the shadowy presence to scorn had he known it.
Yet it was this mere shadow of a man which chained Barbara’s thoughts
while the April rain softened the landscape to a soft green blur. After
all it was but natural that her one pitiful little love story should
come back to her now, even to a vision of David Whitcomb’s eager face,
his dark impatient eyes, and tossed hair, and the strong clasp of his
hand upon hers in the dusk of the summer twilight.
It was Jimmy who had come between them; little motherless Jimmy, then a
baby a year old, with big appealing eyes under a fluff of soft yellow
hair, and a voice sweeter than any bird’s. All the woman’s heart in
her had gone out to the helpless little creature who nestled in her
arms at night, and whose eyes and voice followed her as she went about
her work by day. This in the days when her father, grown suddenly old
and apathetic, had begun to shut himself up in his library, for what
purpose Barbara did not guess, at first. When she did know it was too
late. The leaves of the book had been long closed and sealed, but the
heart within her shivered at the remembrance of what was written there.
“If you really loved me,” David had said hotly, “you would not let
anyone or anything come between us.”
She told him that she could not go to him over the bodies of a sick
father and a helpless child. And since he had asked this of her, she
did not, indeed, love him.
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