He drove slowly, his thoughts a mad whirl of fury and despair. For the
first time he saw himself as he fancied he must look to her, a man
past his first youth, cold, forbidding, harsh, unlovely. He perceived
with a flash of prescience that she cared nothing for money, save as
it signified the thing she held most dear; nothing for the position,
power, and luxury for which he had sold his honor and his manhood.
Stripped of these things, what must he appear in her eyes? A monster of
selfishness and greed, no less; to be feared, detested, escaped by any
means even to the sacrifice of brain and body. He groaned aloud in the
scorching flame of his humiliation.
He told himself that he would go to her, beg her forgiveness, offer
her all that she had asked for, and more. He would give her the farm
free of all indebtedness. Then he realized, with sickening certainty,
that she would not accept anything from him. He had told her that he
was her master. To escape this slavery she was about to sell herself to
another. The thought was insupportable. Even while he perceived her
perfect ingenuousness and the practical realization of her own worth
which lay beneath this fantastic and seemingly impossible plan of hers,
he sensed its frightful danger. In order to attract bidders she would
be forced to advertise her plans. Who would respond? Who would buy, and
for what purpose?
He whipped his horse to a furious speed and soon reached his house.
The newspapers, unread for days, were piled on a table near his desk.
He seized one, turned to its advertising columns and rapidly reviewed
their contents, then another, and another in rapid succession. At last
his devouring eyes lighted and fastened upon a single paragraph, hidden
among the miscellaneous advertisements where a puzzled proofreader had
doubtless placed it:
“For Sale at Auction [he read]: A young woman in good health, able
and willing to do housework and plain sewing; or could teach a
little child and care for it, would like to secure a position with a
respectable family for a term of years. Her services will be disposed
of at private auction to the highest bidder, for a term of three,
four, or five years. Please communicate with B., _Telegram_.”
Jarvis crushed the paper in his hands savagely, as though he would
destroy the strange little appeal to an unfriendly world. Then he
sought for and read it again, his eyes fixed and frowning.
X
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account