Tokyo to Tijuana: Gabriele Departing America — John Shaqi
Tokyo to Tijuana: Gabriele Departing AmericaSills, Steven David Justin
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Tokyo to Tijuana: Gabriele Departing America
Sills, Steven David Justin
Fiction
On a ride from the Nambu Bus Terminal to Chongju, Sang Huin's sleep was spastic
like a nervous twitch that would every now and then startle him into
wakefulness and he would wonder where he was: Muguk, Chongju, Seoul, or
"Miguk." Sometimes at the primary school in Muguk he would ask, "Where are you
from?" Then once, in a coaching effort for the pitch of a complete sentence, he
had made the mistake of "Miguk...Miguk" ("America...America") and the class was
in an uproar. He thought of this in one of his startled awakenings. He looked
from the window to flat patches of skimpy forest that most Koreans thought of
as so beautiful. The way was straight, south and barren and made him almost
yearn for the tortuous roads that appeared near Umsong to be rid of scenery so
bland. Although the bus traveled down the highway as a solid, jitterless mass,
he jittered into more drowsiness. The contents of his head shook and his
mother's voice cried out to him like locusts from the branches of trees. There
was a hot sticky childish oozing within him. Within dreams his fortitude was
like marshmallows when pulled off of sticks after roasting in a bonfire. He
heard voices of he and his sister counting 7 o'clock, 8 o'clock, 9 o'clock
rock. 10 o'clock, 11 o'clock, twelve o'clock rock - Ghosts won't find me. Ready
or not we'll find you.
Then there were those macabre photographs, at the trial in Houston, of his
grown sister's skeleton. The police had looked for his sister's body in the
park but obviously not thoroughly in the ravine. In one year they had only
searched that park once and in the meantime her body had decomposed. He dreamed
of those photographs of skeletal remains and the other photographs of more than
a few bones that had gone off from the rest. They were marred too but by the
fangs of dogs or other beasts dragging them around before dumping them away
from the rest of the remains. He dreamt of these photographs exactly as they
appeared from the slide projector and in that sequence as one of those most
godless days of that long trial when one's whole body trembled in continuum
through bits of the hours with stolid, cadaverous expressions throughout the
ordeal. He assumed his parents had also behaved the same. Before the real
confirmation of her death, all three had been functioning with such dead but
hopeful words and perfunctory gestures which were then ripped out of them as
the program, memory, and energy cells can be pulled out of robots and soon they
were thrust in their own personal black abyss with none of the three able to
see outside of blackness and pain as much as they might have wanted to offer
solace to each other.
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