Tolstoi for the young: Select tales from TolstoiTolstoy, Leo, graf
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Tolstoi for the young: Select tales from Tolstoi
Tolstoy, Leo, graf
Children's stories
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WHERE THERE IS LOVE, THERE IS GOD ALSO
In the town there was a shoemaker by the name of Martin, who lived in a
basement with a tiny little window looking out into the street. Martin
could see the people pass, and though he only got a glimpse of their
feet, he still knew every one, for Martin could recognize people by
their boots. Martin had lived in that basement for many a long year and
had numbers of acquaintances. There were not many pairs of boots in the
neighbourhood that had not been through his hands at least once or
twice--some for new soles, others for a patch or a stitch, or a second
time for new tops, perhaps. Martin had plenty of work, for he always did
it well; he gave good leather, did not overcharge, and kept true to his
word. If he could do a piece of work for the time it was required, he
took it; if not, he would not deceive his customers and told them so
beforehand. And all knew Martin and he had no lack of work.
Martin had always been a good man, but as he grew older he began to
think the more about his soul and to draw nearer to God. Martin’s wife
had died when he had still worked for a master, and he was left with a
boy of three years old. Their children never survived; the eldest were
all dead. At first Martin wanted to send his little son to a sister in
the country, but he felt sorry for the child, thinking, “It will be hard
for the poor boy to grow up in a strange family; I will keep him with
me.”
And Martin left his master and went into lodgings with his little son.
But God had not ordained Martin to be happy in his children. The boy had
no sooner grown up and become a help and a comfort to his father than he
fell sick, tossed about with fever for a week and died. Martin buried
his son and gave himself up to despair. His despair was so great that he
even began to complain against God. Martin was so lonely that many were
the times he prayed to God to let him die, reproaching Him for having
spared an old man like himself and taken his only beloved son. Martin
gave up going to church.
One day an old countryman came to visit him, who had been on a
pilgrimage for eight years. Martin opened his heart to the old man and
complained about his sorrow.
“I have no desire to live even,” he said; “I only want to die. That is
all I pray to God about. I am a desperate man now.”
And the old man said to him, “It is not well what you say, Martin; we
cannot judge the ways of God; they are beyond our understanding. He has
judged it fitting to take away your son and to let you live, so it must
be for the best. You despair because you want to live only for your own
personal pleasure.”
“And what else should I live for?” Martin asked.
And the old man said, “You must live for God, Martin. He gave you life
and you must live for Him. When you begin to live for Him and cease to
worry about anything, then all will become easy for you.”
Martin was silent a while; then asked, “How can one live for God?”
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