The father died when Leo had reached the age of nine, and the
children--four brothers and a sister--were left to the guardianship of
their father's sister; they were, as a matter of fact, brought up
mainly by a lady named Tatiana Yergolsky, whom they called "aunt," but
who was, in reality, only a distant relative. Tatiana Yergolsky had a
romantic history; she loved Count Nicolas Tolstoy, and he returned her
affection, but she sacrificed herself in order that he might marry the
wealthy heiress, Princess Marie Volkonsky. After the marriage she
remained an inmate of her cousin's house and won the deep affection of
his wife; when a widower Count Nicolas once more desired to marry
Tatiana, but she still refused, fearing to spoil the tenderness of her
relation to the dead wife and to the children. It would be difficult
to imagine a character more sweet and self-sacrificing; upon the
orphaned children she bestowed a devoted love; to Leo she took the
place of the mother he had never known, and the father he had lost so
soon; she was the chief happiness of his childhood, and he declares
that, in the building up of his moral character, she, of all human
beings, played the most beneficent part.
He says: "Aunt Tatiana had the greatest influence on my life. It was
she who taught me while yet in my childhood the moral joy of love. Not
by words but by her whole being she imbued me with love. I saw, I felt
how happy she was in loving, and I understood the joy of love. That
was the first lesson. And the second was that she taught me the beauty
of a quiet, lonely life."
The four Tolstoy brothers possessed strong {17} individualities, and
Tolstoy had a keen feeling of affection for all the members of his
family; his favourite brother was, however, Nicolas--some six years
older than himself. He and Nicolas, in their child's play, founded a
society which they called "Ant-Brothers," which was to embrace all
mankind and all the earth in a loving union; they buried a green stick
as a kind of charm to celebrate the founding of this society. When
Tolstoy came to die he asked that he might be buried on the hill where,
so long ago, he and Nicolas had placed the green stick; it will, at any
rate, be one of the world's great places of pilgrimage.
Nicolas possessed great talents; Leo always generously and obstinately
believed this brother more gifted than himself, and quotes, with warm
approval, Turgénief's opinion: "Turgénief quite correctly observed that
he only lacked the imperfections necessary for the making of an author.
He did not possess the principal and necessary defect--vanity. But the
qualities of an author which he did possess were a refined artistic
instinct, an exceedingly delicate sense of proportion, a good-natured
gay humour, exceptional and inexhaustible imagination and high moral
conceptions, and all this without any conceit. He had such an
imagination that for hours he could tell humorous tales and ghost
stories."
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