“No, no, no!” broke she in, “not that! not that!”
“What then? Tell me, for Heaven's sake, how have I earned your
displeasure? Believe me, I have met with too little kindness in my way
through life, not to feel poignantly the loss of a friend. What was it,
I beseech you?”
“Oh, do not ask me!” cried she, with streaming eyes; “do not, I beg of
you. Enough that you know--and this I swear to you,--that no fault of
yours was in question. You were always good and always kind to me,--too
kind, too good,--but not even your teaching could alter the waywardness
of my nature. Speak of this no more, I ask you, as the greatest favor
you can bestow on me. See here,” cried she, while her lips trembled with
emotion; “I have need of all my courage to be of use to him; and you
will not, I am sure, render me unequal to my task.”
“But we are friends, Minette; friends as before,” said I, taking her
hand, and pressing it within mine.
“Yes, friends!” muttered she, in a broken voice, while she turned her
head from me. “Adieu! Monsieur, adieu!”
“Adieu, then, since you wish it so, Minette! But whatever your secret
reason for this change towards me, you never can alter the deep-rooted
feeling of my heart, which makes me know myself your friend forever.”
The more I thought of Minette's conduct, the more puzzled I was. No
jealousy on the part of Pioche could explain her abrupt departure from
Elchingen, and her resolve never to rejoin the Fourth. She was, indeed,
a strange girl, wayward and self-willed; but her impulses all had their
source in high feelings of honor and exalted pride. It might have been
that some chance expression had given her offence; yet she denied this.
But still, her former frankness was gone, and a sense of coldness, if
not distrust, had usurped its place. I could make nothing of it. One
thing alone did I feel convinced of,--she did not love Pioche. Poor
fellow! with all the fine traits of his honest nature, the manly
simplicity and openness of his character, he had not those arts of
pleasing which win their way with a woman's mind. Besides that, Minette,
from habit and tone of voice, had imbibed feelings and ideas of a very
different class in society, and with a feminine tact, had contrived to
form acquaintance with, and a relish for, the tastes and pleasures of
the cultivated World. The total subversion of all social order effected
by the Revolution had opened the path of ambition in life equally to
women as to men; and all the endeavors of the Consulate and the Empire
had not sobered down the minds of France to their former condition.
The sergeant to-day saw no reason why he might not wear his epaulettes
to-morrow, and in time exchange his shako even for a crown; and so the
vivandière, whose life was passed in the intoxicating atmosphere of
glory, might well dream of greatness which should be hers hereafter,
and of the time when, as the wife of a marshal or a peer of France, she
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