The marked coolness of her manner at this moment struck me so forcibly
that I began really to feel some portion of the ill-temper I affected,
and with the crossness of an over-petted child, I arose to withdraw at
once.
“Good-by, Monsieur; good-night, I mean,” said she, blushing slightly.
“Good-night, Mademoiselle,” said I, taking her hand coldly as I spoke.
“I trust I may find you in better spirits to-morrow.”
“Good-night,--adieu!” said she, hastily; and before I could add a word
she was gone.
“She is a strange girl,” thought I, as I found myself alone, and
tortured my mind to think whether anything I could have dropped had
offended her. But no: we had parted a few hours before the best friends
in the world; nothing had then occurred to which I could attribute
this sudden change. I had often remarked the variable character of her
disposition,--the flashes of gayety mingled with outbursts of sorrow;
the playful moods of fancy alternating with moments of deep melancholy;
and, after all, this might be one of them.
With these thoughts I threw myself on my bed, but could not sleep. At
one minute my brain went on puzzling about Minette and her sorrow; at
the next I reproached myself for my own harsh, unfeeling manner to the
poor girl, and was actually on the eve of arising to seek her and ask
her pardon. At last sleep came, and dreams too; but, strange enough,
they were of the distant land of my boyhood and the hours of my youth;
of the old house in which I was born, and its well-remembered rooms. I
thought I was standing before my father, while he scolded me for some
youthful transgression; I heard his words as though they were really
spoken, as he told me that I should be an outcast and a wanderer,
without a friend, a house, or home; that while others reaped wealth and
honors, I was destined to be a castaway: and in the torrent of my grief
I awoke.
It was night,--dark, silent night. A few stars were shining in the sky,
but the earth was wrapped in shadow; and as I opened my window to let
the fresh breeze calm my fevered forehead, the deep precipice beneath me
seemed a vast gulf of yawning blackness. At a great distance off I could
see the watchfires of some soldiers bivouacking in the plain; and even
that much comforted my saddened heart, as it aroused me to the thoughts
of the campaign before me. But again my thoughts recurred to my dream,
which I could not help feeling as a sort of prediction.
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