"This is where we had our sideboard too--it was a bigger one than
this; all our things were good. I was standing here, leaning against
it just like this, the first time he saw me drunk. He'd been out all
the evening on some sort of business, and I'd been left in the house
alone with the girl, and I hadn't liked it, and I'd been sulking. And
at last I got to the whisky and I started to drink, drink, drink. I
always had been fond of drink long before that, but I'd never let him
find it out. But that time I was that sulky I didn't seem to care, and
by the time I might have cared I couldn't care--I was too far gone. I
had to keep on drinking. There wasn't much in the bottle; when I got
to the end of it I started on another. Then I got to the sideboard,
and stood leaning over it, lolly fashion, booze, booze, boozing. All
of a sudden the door opened, and he came into the room. I turned to
have a look at him, the bottle in one hand and the glass in the other.
Directly I got clear of the sideboard I went flop on the floor, and
the bottle and the glass went with me, and there I had to lie. He
rushed towards me, and as soon as he had had a look at me he saw how
it was. Then he fell on his knees at my side, and put his hands up to
his face, and began to cry. My God, how he did cry!--not like me. His
sobs seemed tearing him to pieces, and his life's blood seemed coming
from him with every tear. Drunk as I was, it made me cry to hear him.
Listen! Can't you hear him crying now? Can't you see the ghost?"
The woman's words and manner were so realistic, and despite--or
perhaps because of--her seeming frenzy, she had such an eerie capacity
of conjuring up the picture as her memory painted it, that Madge
listened spellbound. She was as incapable of interrupting the other's
flow of language as if the conscience haunted wretch had cast on her
some strange enchantment.
The sea of visions went to the table, and, bending over it, beckoned
to Madge to draw closer. As if she found the invitation irresistible,
Madge approached. The woman's outstretched finger pointed to a
particular place about the centre of one side of the table. Her
excitement all at once subsided; her voice grew softer. Her manner
became more human, more womanly.
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