"In spite of his mis-shapenness, Ossington had found a wife,
apparently a lovely one. The man loved her with the single-eyed
affection of which such natures as his are capable. She, on the other
hand, was as unworthy of his affection as she possibly could have
been. From Ballingall's account she was evil through and through; he
could find no epithet too evil to hurl at her. But then it was very
possible that he was prejudiced. According to him, this woman,
Ossington's wife, loathing her devoted husband, full to the lips with
scorn of him, had deliberately laid herself out to win his
(Ballingall's) love, and had succeeded so completely as to have caused
him to forget the mountain-load of gratitude under which he ought to
have stumbled, even to the extent of causing him to steal his friend's
wife--the wife who was the very light of that friend's eyes.
"I think there was some truth in the fellow's version of the
crime--for crime it was, and of the blackest dye. He declared to me
that as soon as the thing was done, he knew himself to be the
ineffable hound which he indeed was. The veil which the woman's
allurements and sophistries had spread before his eyes was torn into
shreds, and he saw the situation in all its horrible reality. She was
as false to him as she had been to her husband, and he had been to his
friend. In a few months she had left him, having ruined him before she
went. From that time his career was all downhill. Remorse pursued him
day and night. He felt that he was a pariah--an outcast among men;
that an ineffaceable brand was on his brow which would for ever
stamp him as accursed. It is possible that under the stress of
privation,--for he quickly began to suffer actual privation--his mind
became unhinged. But that he had suffered, and was still suffering,
acutely, for his crime, the sweat of agony which broke out upon his
brow as he told his tale was, to me, sufficient evidence.
"Two or three years passed. He sank to about the lowest depths to
which a man could sink. At last, ragged, penniless, hungry, he was
refused a job as a sandwich-man because of his incapacity to keep up
with his fellows. One night he was on the Surrey side of the
Embankment, near Westminster Bridge. It was after one o'clock in the
morning; shortly before, he had heard Big Ben striking the hour. He
was leaning over the parapet in front of Doulton's factory--you will
observe that I reproduce the attention to detail which characterised
this portion of his story, such an impression did it make upon my
mind. As he stood looking at the water, some one touched him on the
shoulder. Supposing it was a policeman who suspected his intentions,
he turned hastily round. To his astonishment it was Tom Ossington.
'Tom!' he gasped.
"'Charlie!' returned the other. 'Come the first thing to-morrow
morning to Clover Cottage.'
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