The question, which was asked with a sudden and striking change of
tone, was induced by the singularity of Mr. Ballingall's demeanour. He
had started when Madge took up her position at the door, eyeing her
following evolutions speechlessly, breathlessly, as if spellbound. Her
slightest movement seemed to possess for him some curious fascination.
As she proceeded, his agitation increased; every nerve seemed strained
so that he might not lose the smallest detail of all that happened,
until when, with dramatic gestures, she imitated the action of
striking the panel, raising it, and taking out something which was
contained within, he broke into cry after cry.
"My God!--my God!--my God!" he repeated, over and over again.
Covering his face with his hands, as if he strove to guard his eyes
against some terrible vision, he crouched in a sort of heap on the
floor.
CHAPTER XV
THE COMPANION OF HIS SOLITUDE
When he looked up, it was timidly, doubtfully, as if fearful of what
he might see. He glanced about him anxiously from side to side, as if
in search of something or some one.
"Tom!--Tom!" he said, speaking it was difficult to say to whom.
He paused, as if for an answer. When none came, he drew himself
upright gradually, inch by inch. They noticed how his lips were
twitching, and how the whole of his body trembled. He passed his hand
over his eyes, as a man might who is waking from a dream. Then he
stretched it out in front of him, palm upwards, with a something of
supplication in the action which lent pathos to the words he
uttered--words which in themselves were more than sufficiently
bizarre.
"Do any of you believe in ghosts?--in disembodied spirits assuming a
corporeal shape?--in the dead returning from their graves? Or is a man
who thinks he sees a ghost, who knows he sees a ghost, who knows that
a ghost is a continual attendant of his waking and of his sleeping
hours alike--must such a man be in labour with some horrible delusion
of his senses? Is his brain of necessity unhinged? Must he of a
certainty be mad?"
Not only was such an interrogation in itself remarkable, but more
especially was it so as coming from such a figure as Ballingall
presented. His rags and dirt were in strange contrast with his
language. His words, chosen as it seemed with a nice precision, came
from his lips with all the signs of practiced ease. His manner, even
his voice, assumed a touch of refinement which before it lacked. In
him was displayed the spectacle of a man of talent and of parts
encased in all the outward semblance of a creature of the kennel.
Madge, to whom the inquiry seemed to be more particularly addressed,
replied to it with another.
"Why do you ask us such a question?"
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