"The first day I spent in prison I was half beside myself with rage. I
had done things for which I had merited punishment, even of man, and
now that punishment had come, it was for something I had not done. The
irony, as well as the injustice of it, made me nearly wild. I had my
first taste of the crank--which is as miserable, as futile, and as
irritating a mode of torture as was ever spewed out of a flesh and
blood crank's unhealthy stomach; and I was having, what they called
there, dinner, when the cell door opened, and--Tom Ossington came in.
It was just after noon, in the broad day. He came right in front of
me, and, leaning on his stick, he stood and watched me. I had not been
thinking of him, and, a moment before, had been hot with fury, ready
to dare or do anything; but, at the sight of him, the strength went
out of me. My bones might have been made of jelly, they seemed so
little able to support my body. There was nothing about him which was
in the least suggestive of anything unusual. He was dressed in a short
coat and felt hat, which were just like the coat and hats which he
always had worn; and he had in his hand the identical stick which I
had seen him carry perhaps a thousand times. If it was a ghost, then
there are ghosts of clothes as well as of men. If it was an optical
delusion, then there are more things in optics than are dreamt of in
our philosophy. If it was an hallucination born of a disordered mind,
then it is possible to become lunatic without being conscious of any
preliminary sappings of the brain; and it is indeed but an invisible
border line which divides the madmen from the sane.
"'Well, Charlie,' he said, in the quiet tones which I had known so
well, 'so it's come to this. You made a bit of a mistake in coming
when you did to fetch away that fortune of yours.'
"'It seems,' I said, 'as if I had.'
"He laughed--that gentle laugh of his which had always seemed to me to
be so full of enjoyment.
"'Never mind, Charlie, you come another time. The fortune won't run
away while you're in here.'
"With that, he turned and limped out of the cell; the door seeming to
open before him at a touch of his hand, and shutting behind him as
noiselessly as it had opened. It was only after he had gone that I
realised what it was that I had seen. In an instant I was in a muck of
sweat. While I was sitting on my stool, more dead than alive, the door
opened again, this time with clatter and noise enough, and a warder
appeared. He glared at me in a fashion which meant volumes.
"'Is that you talking in here? You'd better take care, my lad, or
you'll make a bad beginning.'
"He banged the door behind him--and he went."
Ballingall paused, to wipe his brow with the back of his hand; and he
sighed.
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