had resolved to place Annie in some small cottage not far from Holmfirth
I had thought of Greenfield. I could see her there each week. And there
was another reason why another home should be found for her. Judge of my
consternation when Mrs.--, in answer to the inquiry which I made with
assumed indifference as to the health of the children and their
governess, told me that Miss Lisle had been dismissed her service,
dismissed ignominiously, without a character. I controlled myself as
well as I could. Mrs. ---- said enough to convince me that my darling
had been dismissed under the darkest suspicion that can rest upon a
pure, unsullied woman. But even then I did not disclose the truth. My
wife had vanished and left no trace behind her. She had been true to her
promise to me, even when a word would have cleared her name and
confounded the angry jealous woman who spurned her from her home. Almost
penniless she turned into the world. She never wrote to me or sent me
word. Judge how I searched in all places likely and unlikely for her.
Secretly, with what scant means I could procure. I instituted inquiries
on every side; but my wife had disappeared as effectively as though she
had never been. She had never worn her wedding ring; she had borne my
name only during all that too brief week of wedded bliss at Seaford.
Time went by; I knew my wife, if she still lived, must be a mother. I
feared, then at last I persuaded myself, that in her shame and grief she
had destroyed herself. I called upon my head the curse of the Almighty,
but God seemed heedless of my blasphemous ravings. From that time life
for me had lost its savour. I lived only for work, for business success.
They were my distraction. Then, as you know, I married. But of that I
need not speak. My wife bore me no children, and when I took Dorothy as
my ward I almost hated the child because I could not love her as my
own."
There was a long silence. Tom feared to speak. He guessed the rest too
surely.
"One present only had I given to my sweetheart. It was a locket with our
initials intertwined, and a love-knot of our hair inside. It was a whim
of Annie's. Tom, my boy, my son, you have worn that locket about your
neck. Can you forget the wrong I did your mother, and forgive the father
who can never forgive himself?"
"Nay, Mr. Tinker, nay, father, if indeed I am your son," faltered Tom.
"I've seen Moll o' Stute's. I've seen Mrs. Schofield. They remembered
the features of your mother as though she died but yesterday.
Besides--but there can be no question of it."
"Well, father," said Tom, very solemnly, "I thank God that I am indeed
your son. It is not for me to judge or to forgive. I will try to be to
you all your son should be."
Jabez bent over the bed and kissed Tom's brow, and the tears streamed
down the face of the elder man, his pride humbled, his cold reserve
broken down, the man of iron melted to a gentleness he had never known
before.
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