At all other times she was the pet of the whole house, and loved her five
companions in return with a child's tenderest and most ingenuous
attachment; but now, the five companions put on ugly colours, and
appeared for the first time under a sullen cloud. There they were, all
at their homes that day, being made much of, being taken out, being
spoilt and made disagreeable, and caring nothing for her. It was like
their artful selfishness always to tell her when they came back, under
pretence of confidence and friendship, all those details about where they
had been, and what they had done and seen, and how often they had said,
"O! If we had only darling little Kitty here!" Here indeed! I dare
say! When they came back after the holidays, they were used to being
received by Kitty, and to saying that coming to Kitty was like coming to
another home. Very well then, why did they go away? If the meant it,
why did they go away? Let them answer that. But they didn't mean it,
and couldn't answer that, and they didn't tell the truth, and people who
didn't tell the truth were hateful. When they came back next time, they
should be received in a new manner; they should be avoided and shunned.
And there, the while she sat all alone revolving how ill she was used,
and how much better she was than the people who were not alone, the
wedding breakfast was going on: no question of it! With a nasty great
bride-cake, and with those ridiculous orange-flowers, and with that
conceited bride, and that hideous bridegroom, and those heartless
bridesmaids, and Miss Pupford stuck up at the table! They thought they
were enjoying themselves, but it would come home to them one day to have
thought so. They would all be dead in a few years, let them enjoy
themselves ever so much. It was a religious comfort to know that.
It was such a comfort to know it, that little Miss Kitty Kimmeens
suddenly sprang from the chair in which she had been musing in a corner,
and cried out, "O those envious thoughts are not mine, O this wicked
creature isn't me! Help me, somebody! I go wrong, alone by my weak
self! Help me, anybody!"
* * * * *
"--Miss Kimmeens is not a professed philosopher, sir," said Mr.
Traveller, presenting her at the barred window, and smoothing her shining
hair, "but I apprehend there was some tincture of philosophy in her
words, and in the prompt action with which she followed them. That
action was, to emerge from her unnatural solitude, and look abroad for
wholesome sympathy, to bestow and to receive. Her footsteps strayed to
this gate, bringing her here by chance, as an apposite contrast to you.
The child came out, sir. If you have the wisdom to learn from a child
(but I doubt it, for that requires more wisdom than one in your condition
would seem to possess), you cannot do better than imitate the child, and
come out too--from that very demoralising hutch of yours."
CHAPTER VII--PICKING UP THE TINKER
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