Altogether that night was the most wonderful in Tom's history. In a
way he could not understand, it formed an epoch in his life; it
affected him in many ways. From that time he felt the reality of God.
It was not an impression which came to him for a moment and then passed
away, it was something which became permanent. God was a personal
Power ever present with him. He was not simply some great Eternal
Abstraction, but He was a great loving Father, revealed through Jesus
Christ His Son. All the teaching he had received in the Sunday School,
all the addresses he had heard at the Y.M.C.A. huts, came back to him.
He formulated no theories, he tried to shape no creeds, but there
seemed to be a Spiritual Deposit in his life to which he had hitherto
been a stranger. He was a child of the Great Eternal Father, and Jesus
Christ had told him what that Father was like. He said nothing about
it to any one, it was not something to talk about. To Tom it was very
real, and in a vital sense the knowledge made him a new man; a new life
pulsated through his being. What it was he could not tell, did not
even care. But it was there. Indeed he had a greater love for his
life than ever, but he was no longer afraid.
It was not until two days later that Tom received news that Alec
McPhail was among the wounded and had been removed to a hospital some
little distance from Ypres, on the road leading to Cassel. He had seen
but little of McPhail since he had come to France, as the Scotchman's
battalion of the Black Watch occupied the trench some three miles from
where the Lancashires were situated. They had met occasionally near
Ypres, but had had little to say to each other. When Tom heard he was
wounded, however, he determined to go and see him.
"He got it bad," said a friend of McPhail's; "they told me at the
dressing station that he was in no fit condition to be removed, but
they had to do it."
"You don't mean to say he's going to die!" said Tom.
"Nay, I don't think it's so bad as that," replied the other, "but he's
got it bad."
When Tom arrived at the little town where the hospital was situated he
immediately asked for permission to see the wounded man.
The nurse shook her head. "I doubt if you can," she replied.
"Is he very bad?" asked Tom.
The nurse nodded. "Very bad indeed," she replied; "he was wounded the
other morning when the attack was made. We seem to have lost a number
of men."
"Yes," said Tom, "I was there and I heard that the Black Watch were
called up."
For a few seconds there was a silence between them, while Tom scanned
the nurse's face closely.
"Do you mean to say he's going to die?" asked Tom, and his voice
trembled a little.
The nurse nodded. "I am afraid so," she said. "He's too ill to see
any one, and I doubt if he would know you."
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