"No friend of mine," I said, and then, turning to him, "but why? Why
this two-day reversal of my feelings? Why has this thing happened to
me, Skagarach?"
"So quickly ... I don't know why it happened so quickly. As for the
general _why_ of it, it's blood and bone and sinew and soul come down
to us from the beings we once were. It's a powerful strain--so powerful
that powerful is a weak word for it. I think it must be the strongest
blood-strain that ever ran in animal veins. One drop, I think, would
redden an ocean of milk."
"Animal." I repeated. One of the Old Companions put a tall drink in my
hand and I nodded thanks. "I know this, but tell me again. We are _not_
men, are we?"
* * * * *
He looked into my eyes with those uncanny gray jewel-orbs. "No, we
are not. At least not Homo sapiens pure and simple. I believe we
began this hybrid race by stealing and mating with human women--"
I recalled my long-ago death by treachery and agreed--"and then
possibly the offspring of those unions mated among men. Certainly
the Picts were not pure _us_. Then afterward the breed was watered
again when the Picts bred to outlanders. Men always hated us, but
women are strange creatures and--well, the unions must have been
many. A mere handful that's accounted for by thefts of women couldn't
have produced the mighty tide of anti-human passion which runs in us
after so many centuries. Many millions must have our taint in them,
though comparatively few have it so abundantly as you and I and these
Old Companions. Note that I say 'comparatively'. Actually there are
thousands of us who recognize our essential difference."
"So now the old blood wakes in us," I said exultantly. "Why? After so
long, why now? Are we like locusts, our knowledge lying hidden for an
age and then bursting up in all of us at the same time?"
"A quaint notion," said Skagarach. "No, we have always known, I think,
in all the periods of history. But we never banded together before,
never fought the ancient enemy as an army within its gates, as we are
doing and will do with increasing potency."
"Why not?"
"Think, Cuff, only think! You are born in 1700; at a certain age you
begin to know you are different. You hate the race of men. You have
racial memories of living in caves, of being harried by men. What do
you do? You never heard the name of--what we were and are. Science has
told you nothing of prehistory. So where do you end?" He shrugged.
"Bedlam. The lunatic dungeons. Fancy ladies come and giggle at you, the
murderous madman, through the bars. You pine for fresh air and freedom,
because freedom is even more precious to our race than to man. You die."
"Oh," I said, catching his meaning. "It's only in the last century that
science has opened the door to the past, of course. Now we can realize
what we are, and work accordingly."
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