I made sure she was alone. Then I opened my eyes wide and said, "Do I
know you?" It flustered her. She turned pink and said confusedly, "I--I
don't think so!"
I had one of those singular picture-thoughts, that seemed to come and
go unbidden in my mind. I saw another female of this girl's race, whom
I had taken from her people. I had desired her deeply, and later had
trusted her more than I should.
_She had betrayed me to her kin, and I had died._
For a moment I considered killing this woman. There were too many men
all about us; I should have to flee instead. I stood up, gathered my
Gladstone and typewriter, gave her a long hard look, and went forward
to the next coach. She must have been completely baffled.
After a few minutes I grew restless. I was enclosed by the walls of
this conveyance, and vulnerable to attack. We came into a small
city. The train left it, moving slowly. I suppose it was waiting for
another train some distance ahead to be shunted off its track. I could
stand the confinement no longer. I put my machine under my left arm,
took the Gladstone in my left hand. (Always leave one hand free for
emergencies.) I went out to the platform between the cars. A conductor
was standing there counting tickets.
"Shouldn't change cars with all that luggage, sir," he said. "Train
rocks a good deal and it's dangerous."
* * * * *
He took a step toward me. I put up my hand to tear out his throat and
realized that he was simply going to pass by. I pressed against the
wall. He went into the next car. I would have to watch myself. Needless
killing at this stage of my flight would only complicate matters. I
swung down to the last step, waited for a level stretch of cindery
earth, and dropped off. The train was going perhaps twenty-five miles
an hour. I lit as easily, as safely as a leopard bounding from a tree.
I began to think there was nothing I could not accomplish in the way of
strength and agility.
I walked back into the small city. Instinctively I sought the lower
districts--not Skid Row, but the tenements and cheap hotels of the
poor. I took a room in one of the latter. I barricaded the door and put
up a makeshift burglar alarm on the window sill: a couple of glasses,
a water pitcher, other objects, all perched precariously on the edge so
that nothing could come in without knocking them off and rousing me.
Then I crawled into bed and slept for twelve hours.
In the evening I had a meal and the papers sent up to me. I read them
while I chewed on leathery steak coated with half-congealed grease, and
tiny potatoes as appetizing as the boiled eyes of iguanas.
The papers had it all. My name, life story, photos, even a list of
the magazines for which I had written. Brutal Slayings ... Writer
on Rampage ... Have You Seen This Man ... all the rest of the trite
screamers.
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