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I have tried to make you picture him, time after time, as the young man
of the Wimblehurst chemist’s shop, as the shabby assistant in Tottenham
Court Road, as the adventurer of the early days of Tono-Bungay, as the
confident, preposterous plutocrat. And now I have to tell of him
strangely changed under the shadow of oncoming death, with his skin lax
and yellow and glistening with sweat, his eyes large and glassy, his
countenance unfamiliar through the growth of a beard, his nose pinched
and thin. Never had he looked so small as now. And he talked to me in a
whispering, strained voice of great issues, of why his life had been,
and whither he was going. Poor little man! that last phase is, as it
were, disconnected from all the other phases. It was as if he crawled
out from the ruins of his career, and looked about him before he died.
For he had quite clear-minded states in the intervals of his delirium.
He knew he was almost certainly dying. In a way that took the burthen
of his cares off his mind. There was no more Neal to face, no more
flights or evasions, no punishments.
“It has been a great career, George,” he said, “but I shall be glad to
rest. Glad to rest!... Glad to rest.”
His mind ran rather upon his career, and usually, I am glad to recall,
with a note of satisfaction and approval. In his delirious phases he
would most often exaggerate this self-satisfaction, and talk of his
splendours. He would pluck at the sheet and stare before him, and
whisper half-audible fragments of sentences.
“What is this great place, these cloud-capped towers, these any
pinnacles?... Ilion. Sky-pointing.... Ilion House, the residence of one
of our great merchant princes.... Terrace above terrace. Reaching to
the heavens.... Kingdoms Cæsar never knew.... A great poet, George.
Zzzz. Kingdoms Cæsar never knew.... Under entirely new management.
“Greatness....Millions... Universities.... He stands on the terrace—on
the upper terrace—directing—directing—by the globe—directing—the
trade.”
It was hard at times to tell when his sane talk ceased and his delirium
began. The secret springs of his life, the vain imaginations were
revealed. I sometimes think that all the life of man sprawls abed,
careless and unkempt, until it must needs clothe and wash itself and
come forth seemly in act and speech for the encounter with one’s
fellow-men. I suspect that all things unspoken in our souls partake
somewhat of the laxity of delirium and dementia. Certainly from those
slimy, tormented lips above the bristling grey beard came nothing but
dreams and disconnected fancies....
Sometimes he raved about Neal, threatened Neal. “What has he got
invested?” he said. “Does he think he can escape me?... If I followed
him up.... Ruin. Ruin.... One would think _I_ had taken his money.”
And sometimes he reverted to our airship flight. “It’s too long,
George, too long and too cold. I’m too old a man—too old—for this sort
of thing.... You know you’re not saving—you’re killing me.”
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