Torwood's trust : $b A novel (Vol. 3 of 3) — John Shaqi
Torwood's trust : $b A novel (Vol. 3 of 3)Everett-Green, Evelyn
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Torwood's trust : $b A novel (Vol. 3 of 3)
Everett-Green, Evelyn
English fiction -- 19th century
It had seemed to her a trifling thing, this sacrifice, so long as no
love had ever entered her life, save her love towards her blind father.
She would even have made a loveless marriage rather than have given him
pain, for she wrongly believed that her one duty in life was to shield
him, at all cost, from any kind of trouble.
But the events of the past few days had insensibly wrought a change
in her. She saw now that the sacrifice of her life would involve deep
pain to another; and in the light of this new love a hundred doubts and
fears, which had never troubled her before, now woke into active being.
Foremost amongst these was the haunting dread which Phil’s warning had
aroused. Would this man to whom she was pledged really give her back
her word? Or had he been deceiving her?
She had never doubted Tor before, and she certainly need not have
doubted him now; but if love brings with it a thousand bright hopes, it
as certainly brings quite as many nervous fears.
Phil had unconsciously infected her with some of his own distrust of
the man who passed as master of Ladywell, and she began to tremble lest
he had deceived her, as the Signor said he had deceived others before.
She tried to rid herself of these thoughts, she always spoke on behalf
of ‘Mr. Debenham’ when he was attacked, yet the cold fear which had
clutched at her heart would not relax its grip.
She had seen very little of Tor lately, which partly accounted for this
change in her feelings. There was something straightforward and kindly
in his presence, that always gave her confidence, and would have driven
away her fears had she but seen him frequently face to face; but of
late he had had much to occupy his time and thoughts, and he felt it
well, under existing circumstances, to see but little of Roma.
True, not many days had passed since he had paid a hurried visit to her
studio; but that did not count for much, and it seemed to her a long,
long while since they had spoken together of their mutual understanding
respecting their nominal engagement.
The girl’s heart was heavy, and her face was pale when she met their
guest at the breakfast-table upon the following day.
Phil saw this, and indignation waxed hot within him.
That morning Roma declined to allow him to enter her studio. She
wanted, she said, to work hard, and should do so better alone.
Phil walked across the park to Ladywell, and wandered aimlessly about
in its grounds and gardens, thinking bitter thoughts of his strange and
anomalous position—a trespasser and an alien upon his own property.
He saw no one but a few gardeners, who looked curiously at him, but
made no remark upon his presence there. He wandered at will amongst the
flowers and shrubs, remarking to himself upon the beautiful order which
reigned there, and wondering whether under his rule—if ever he obtained
his own—things would be as well kept up.
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