German drama -- Translations into English; Tragedies (Drama)
CASTI-PIANI--One can’t live on that alone. I was an employment-agent
originally, till I blundered over a minister’s daughter I’d got a
position for in Valparaiso. The little darling in her childhood’s
dreams had imagined the life to be even more intoxicating than it
is, and complained about it to Mama. On that, they nabbed me; but by
reliable demeanor I soon enough won the confidence of the criminal
police and they sent me here on a hundred and fifty marks a month,
because they were tripling our contingent here on account of these
everlasting bomb-explosions. But who can get along in Paris on a
hundred and fifty marks a month? My colleagues get women to support
them; but, of course, I found it more convenient to take up my former
calling again; and of the numberless adventuresses of the best
families of the entire world, whom chance brings together here, I have
already forwarded many a young creature hungry for life to the place of
her natural vocation.
LULU--[_Decisively._] I’m no good for that business.
CASTI-PIANI--Your views on that question make no difference whatever
to me. The department of justice will pay anyone who delivers the
murderess of Dr. Schön into the hands of the police a thousand marks.
I only need to whistle for the constable who’s standing down at the
corner to have earned a thousand marks. Against that, the House of
Oikonomopulos in Cairo bids sixty pounds for you--twelve hundred
marks--two hundred more than the Attorney General. And, besides, I am
still so far a friend of mankind that I prefer to help my loves to
happiness, not hurl them into misery.
LULU--[_As before._] The life in such a house can never in the world
make a woman of my sort happy. When I was fifteen, I might have liked
it. I was desperate then--thought I should never be happy. I bought a
revolver, and ran one night barefoot through the deep snow over the
bridge to the park to shoot myself there. But then by good luck I lay
three months in the hospital without once getting sight of a man, and
in that time my eyes were opened and I got to know myself. Night after
night in my dreams I saw the man for whom I was created and who was
created for me, so that when I was let out on the men again I was a
silly goose no longer. Since then I can see on a man, in a pitch-dark
night and a hundred feet away, whether we’re meant for each other; and
if I sin against that insight I feel the next day dirtied, body and
soul, and need weeks to get over the loathing I have for myself. And
now you imagine I’ll give myself to every and any Tom and Harry!
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