Trail-Tales of Western CanadaRobinson, F. A. (Frank Alfred)
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Trail-Tales of Western Canada
Robinson, F. A. (Frank Alfred)
Canadian fiction -- 20th century; Missions -- Canada, Western -- Fiction; Short stories, Canadian
But George was thoroughly disheartened to-day. Everybody knew what he
had said in the meeting, and by now they would know that he had failed.
Yet no one would blame him more than he blamed himself. He called
himself a fool for going to the city. The business could have been
done equally well by correspondence. From the time he decided to go he
feared that he would return home intoxicated. He was quite aware of a
terrible craving, that he knew only too well made it dangerous for him
to frequent the old haunts so soon, but in spite of inner warnings he
made up his mind to go, so that the battle was lost before the
temptation was actually met.
Twice that afternoon George took up a few tools to go to the Manse in
response to Mrs. Lamb's request, and twice he put them down again. The
prison cell would have been entered with less fear than the Manse that
day. He felt he had betrayed one of the best friends he ever had. And
so night came, and the pantry doors were untouched.
Family prayers were about to be conducted at the Manse. Baby Jean was
on mother's knee, and Harold's chair was close to father's. Just
before kneeling the good wife said quietly: "Please remember George,
papa." There were tears in her eyes when the petition was offered "for
those who have failed," and a whispered "Amen" followed each clause
that was uttered in behalf of George.
The following morning George made his way to the Manse and attended to
the pantry doors. When the work was finished, Mrs. Lamb led the way
through the dining-room to the front door. Her hand rested on the
door-knob, and she seemed in no hurry to let George out. It was
evident she wanted to say something, but the words did not easily come.
At last George broke the silence, and his voice quivered with penitence
as he looked for a moment into Mrs. Lamb's sympathetic eyes. "I
suppose you've heard all about it, Mrs. Lamb, and the mess I've made of
things?"
"Yes, George, I know, and I'm so sorry; but you are going to win yet:
God's going to help you win. Perhaps, George, you trusted too much in
your own strength, and you forget how weak we all are when we stand
alone. You know the hymn that says--'Christ will hold me fast'? You
cannot get along without Him, George. Tell Him all about it, when you
and He are alone, and ask forgiveness, and, George, I know God can and
will make you a good, strong, true man; He loves you, and we love you."
"You are going to win yet," and "He loves you, and we love you," were
sentences that gave the man, overtaken in a fault, new hope. Deep
yearnings were in his heart as he walked back to the shop. He believed
his better moments were his truest moments, and yet it seemed to him
that no one except Mrs. Lamb credited him with noble aspirations. He
knew very well that there were Christian people who were suspicious and
unsympathetic toward him, and so his better nature seemed to retire in
their presence.
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