Trevethlan: A Cornish Story. Volume 2 (of 3)Watson, William Davy
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Trevethlan: A Cornish Story. Volume 2 (of 3)
Watson, William Davy
Cornwall (England : County) -- Fiction
Already, even in this short perambulation, the chaplain was greatly
struck by the change which he observed in his former pupil. The
stripling, meditative and gentle, had become a man, haughty and
impassioned. The disposition, of old plastic as wax, was now at once
obstinate and capricious. The change was marked in the imperiousness of
Randolph's bearing, in the curl of his lip, and the abruptness of his
speech. There was no want of his former respect or affection; but it was
plain that henceforth he acted on his own impulse, and was not to be
swayed by those who might surround him. "Is it for good or for evil?"
the chaplain asked himself, when Randolph parted from him to descend to
the beach, and intimated that he wished to be alone. "Pray Heaven for
good, or surely my life has been wasted."
It was becoming dusky. The sleet had passed over, and the sky was
cloudless; but the blast still whistled along the sea, and brought great
waves to break on the well-known promontory of rock. Randolph stood on
the point, heedless of the wind and spray, and gave vent to the emotions
which were struggling within his bosom.
"For what am I here?" he said. "Why have I come to my home? To bury
myself amidst these gray walls, and watch the gradual ebbing of all the
springs of existence? To die in sullen desolation, and find a lonely
grave in yonder churchyard? Hope it not, Esther Pendarrel. Not so easily
quenched is the fire within me: it may ravage all around it, but it will
not smoulder away, consuming only myself. But I must be alone. My sweet
sister must not be scathed by my waywardness. She will rest here, while
I go forth to achieve the one purpose of my heart. Our scheme has broken
to pieces, but my pledge remains. Alas, that my father should bind me by
so fatal an undertaking! Yet, if Esther loved--if Esther loved----
"And thou, too, whom I never knew, of whom no trace remains in my
memory, my mother! Would that thou hadst not been summoned hence so
soon! Would that I had felt thy softening influence, and he learnt of
thee to be merciful! Why have I thought of thee so often of late? Why
has that veiled shape glided through my dreams? Wilt thou not reveal
thyself to thy son? Visit me, oh my mother! fling aside the veil that
hides thy face, and be a light to my soul in the darkness that surrounds
it."
The muser dwelt long on this invocation, pacing to and fro on the narrow
strip of rock. It was the first time he had given expression to an idea
which for some while had been lurking among his thoughts. At last he
looked round the sky, and saw the mild radiance of the evening star.
"Beautiful planet!" he said, "which fancy chose for the arbiter of my
fate, is _she_ also beholding thee? Smile upon her, fair planet, and
remind her of me. Teach her to think of me, even as thou hast taught me
to remember her."
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