"Come here, my boys," he suddenly said. "Come close to me."
They approached as he spoke, and leaned over him. He took a hand of
each. George swallowed down his tears in the best way that he could.
Trevlyn looked frightened.
"Children, I am going. It has pleased God to cut me off in the midst of
my career, just when I had least thought of death. I don't know how it
will be with you, my dear ones, or how it will be with the old home.
Chattaway can sell up everything if he chooses; and I fear there's
little hope but he will do it. If he would let your mother stay on, she
might keep things together, and get clear of him in time. George will be
growing into more of a man every day, and may soon learn to be useful in
the farm, if his mother thinks well to trust him. Maude, you'll do your
best for them? For him, as for the younger ones?"
"I will," said Mrs. Ryle.
"Ay, I know you will. I leave them all to you, and you will act for the
best. I think it's well George should be upon the farm, as I am taken
from it; but you and he will see to that. Treve, you must do the best
you can in whatever station you may be called to. I don't know what it
will be. My boys, there's nothing before you but work. Do you understand
that?"
"Fully," was George's answer. Treve seemed too bewildered to give one.
"To work with all your might; your shoulders to the wheel. Do your best
in all ways. Be honest and single-hearted in the sight of God; work for
Him whilst you are working for yourselves, and then He will prosper you.
I wish I had worked for Him more than I have done!"
A pause, broken only by George, who could no longer control his sobs.
"My days seem to have been made up of nothing but struggling, and
quarrelling, and care. Struggling to keep my head above water, and
quarrelling with Chattaway. The end seemed far-off, ages away, something
as heaven seems. And now the end's come, and heaven's come--that is, I
must set out upon the journey that leads to it. I fear the end comes to
many as suddenly; cutting them off in their carelessness and their sins.
Do not spend your days in quarrelling, my boys; be working on a bit for
the end whilst time is given you. I don't know how it will be in the
world I am about to enter. Some fancy that when once we have entered it,
we shall see what is going on here, in our families and homes. For that
thought, if for no other, I would ask you to try and keep right. If you
were to go wrong, think how it would grieve me! I should always be
thinking that I might have trained you better, and had not done so.
Children! it is only when we come to lie here that we see all our
shortcomings. You would not like to grieve me, George?"
"Oh, no! no!" said George, his sobs deepening. "Indeed I will try to do
my best. I shall be always thinking that perhaps you are watching me."
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